Thursday, December 31, 2009

A blessed tiring week~

hi all! it's been a while for the muteness...i just come back for a bless tiring week.i'm curre
ntly in week 6 of psychiatric posting (alamak! exam dh nk dekat..ape pun xprepare), so there is a slot for military psychiatriy which i need to go to hosp terendak in kem terendak melaka.. such a nice place there~

the journey begin on sunday, we went to Hospital angkatan tentera in Kem syed sirajuddin, Gemas just to see the place where our mental health program would be held.

-program area-

then, drive to kem terendak and arrived there around 5.00 p.m. Kol(Dr.)Badli was kind enough to cancel the orientation and introduction of military psychiatry. we supposed to have class that nite but it has been canceled too~(sporting gile dr badli~suke!). as there is no class that nite, so we have decided to lepak and took some picture at the beach and the guys mandi laut tak hingat dunia

-operasi terjun gaye bebas-

- kitrg yg gembire -

the next day (monday n tuesday),we started our lecture, clinic and ward work. there are variety of cases in 94 HAT. most of them are neurosis cases which we hardly find in HKL ward. so this is our opportunity to learn about neurosis cases and military psychiatry. most of the patient that we encountered are having adjustment disorder, common in army maybe~

then, on wednesday we went to Hospital Permai, JB. the place is a bit different from hosp bahagia ulu kinta. in permai, the setting was homey like and the buildings are arranged continuously (rase mcm kt asrama sekolah je).but approach to the patient was basically the same.sgt permai tmpt tuh~

after coming back from hosp permai, we straight away go to hosp angkatan tentera at kem syed sirajuddin gemas.. basically we just need to set up our things and do rehearsal to make sure that everyone is aware of the flow on that day. thanks to encik2 askar yg tlg kitrg susun dewan and decorate the area.

on the day itself, we started a bit late due to some technical problem.. however, everything goes well and we successfully finished the program.. based on our title for that program " kemurungan sifar sasaran kita" we found out 25% of the participants have symptom of depression. so something should be done for them coz basically they don't know to whom should they share their problem and sometimes there is no one willing to hear their problem..

after all, this week is so tiring with all the traveling and driving. however, i have fun and and enjoy the military psychiatry posting...~ till now~

Friday, December 18, 2009

Salam Maal Hijrah


1 Muharram detik permulaan

Perkiraan tahun Islam Hijrah
Perpindahan Nabi dan umat islam
Dari kota Mekah ke kota Madinah..

Atas keyakinan dan Iman yang teguh
Kaum Muhajirin dan Ansar bersatu
Rela berkorban
Harta dan nyawa

Demi menegakkan Islam tercinta..

Hijrah itu pengorbanan

Hijrah itu perjuangan
Hijrah itu persaudaraan
Hijrah membentuk perpaduan

Oleh itu
Mari semua
Kita sambut Maal Hijrah

Tingkatkan semangat

Kibarkan syiar
Untuk sepanjang zaman.

. .........

Do you still remember this song..don't be surprise coz this is one of the "wajib" song that my team nasyid (caye x aku join nasyid dulu2) will be asked to perform during maal hijrah celebration in our school..thank god i still remember this song.. the lyric was so nice and meanigful..

Maal Hijrah (awal muharram) is an important day for us Muslim. the meaning of maal hijrah is migration. on this day, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W (our beloved prophet)migrated from Mekah to Madinah on the year 622A.D.

This is the new year for Muslims in another word, this is the first day in Muslim calendar. so, as usual, new year means a starting point for us people to aim for the best and be a better person. this is our time to evaluate inner-self on our self achievement.


my wish list for this year

short term:
  1. to improve my inner-self
  2. to pass my clinical year 4 with flying colours
  3. to be able to meet my family at least once a month
  4. to read Quran after Solat 5x per day (previously only manage to do it after subuh and magrib..kdg2 after isyak)
  5. less in gossips, join gossip or hear other people gossiping (sgt susah nak elak!!)
  6. to read more religious book (sirah, hadis,philosophy or anything) <-- (minat nak sgt mls nak bace..apekah???) oleh itu, encik iskandar..nnt awk cerite kat sy lgi k..
  7. to have a meaningful day of everyday life

long term:
  1. to be a save muslimah doctor /specialist
  2. to be an idol for everyone i met
  3. to be a better child for my parents and families
  4. to get married by the end of 2011 and live happily ever after with encik iskandar (sile hantar rombongan cpt2 ye is..)
  5. to bring my parents for Haj
  6. to buy a car for my dad ( his dream car)
  7. to open a cafe/ do bussiness
  8. to bring my families for a vacation with my own money
  9. to give a smile even when i'm hurt
  10. to end my life with people i love sit besides me
  11. the list goes on as i still alive

Monday, December 14, 2009

happy birthday zaa...





12.12.09 was zaara'a birthday..she is one of my groupmate in clinical year 4.. so, me and my fellow grupmate were celebrating her 22nd birthday at Relax Restaurant.. initially zaa doesn't want to come..she doesn't know about our plan actually...kredit to dee setelah memujuk beberapa kali..cair gak die ngn godaan pujukan dee..hah amik ko

she was suprise to see the yummy cake and the presents.. ikan emas and kucing kelabu adalah hadiah utk tahun ni...( ko mmg ade tema ek..tahun ni hadiah binatang je sume)..

lg happening when the DJ in that restaurant start to on air and konon2 buat mcm kitrg sampaikan ucapan utk zaa..konon jela ek.. and yg wat lagi happening bile DJ tu on kan lagu happy birthday versi melayu, english and hindustan.... so zaa..hope u really enjoy today....and happy 22nd birthday!!! may all ur wishes and dreams come true!!!!

selamat pengantin baru abg pian!!!!

Selamat Pengantin Baru Abg Pian!!!! was so happy that finally u're destine to be with Kak Maz.. after a long wait and through out many hurdle, now she is yours..and finally i have meet ur beautiful girlfriend forever.. (abg mmg xpenah tunjuk gmbr kak maz kat sape2)

how do I know abg pian..?? hurm, we first met when i was in Odessa, Ukraine. He arrives odessa 2 months late from my group. at first, i thought he was sombong as he is older than me..yela, mane nak kawan ngn budak2 kecik cam kitrg..but after all, he was really cool and caring..

i still remember that he used to call and wakes me up in the middle of the night as i love to stay up at night during winter and abg will call me after he finishes his revision.. he likes to cook for his adek2..abg, miss ur nasi lemak =)

picnic at the black sea

too many cheerful moments we odessian have going through together. we play snow war, play basketball during autumn, picnic during autumn (sejuk ok!!), dinner at chinese restauraunt and the best thing is lepak in abg's room with the rest sambil minum2 teh at balcony..

may ur wedding be blessed by Him..

Sunday, December 13, 2009

anne!!!!!!!!!!! congratz dear

weekend started early dis week...thanks to birthday sultan selangor !!! yeay..dpt3 hari i go..what happened this week was my bestfriend wedding...majlis akad was held in her house in Keramat started at 9 a.m...sume nye sgt punctual ok...

i arrived K.L on thursday nite (ceh, mcm la jauh sgt rumah sewa aku ngn KL).. over nite at hotel putra muda with artok n cuda were ok overall...sume sgt penat, we fall asleep after having short chatting on the bed..

the next day (friday) we went to anne's house (pengantin perempuan yg jelita)..menyibuk sket2 before the akad started. i enjoy all the moments with besties as dayang-dayang anne..sgt terharu ngn Dr. cueda, Dr. yan, and Dr. nuai (sume doctor2 itu bestfren saye!!) yg sanggup amik cuti utk menghadiri our bestfriend wedding...(
nnt majlis aku korg amik cuti lagi k)..

kitrg punye tugas as dayang2 just angkat2 brg hantaran and bg doorgift utk tetamu yg hadir..yg lain2 keje kitrg posing and take picture je.. majlis went well with only satu lafaz akad je..wah, sure si faiz ni dah berbulan prektis... majlis agak sebak setelah anne sah bergelar isteri..yela, sesape pun yg dah sah bernikah, si gadis bukan lagi hak parents, si gadis kini hak si suami..
siyes, aku pun nangis anne.. really happy for both of you..=)

ni sessi menyibuk kacau mak andam

pose sket ngn pengantin

reception was held in Centrum Hall setiawangsa...sgt grand ok!!! anne sgt cantik =) (jelesnye...nk kawin jugak) ..everything was great except for the food... i mean, we need to wait in a super panjang punye barisan..but the food was delicious..kenyang !!!

newly wedded couple

us with pengantin

now, i'm waiting for my turn ...bile ye tuh...? hurm sy pun tak tau..semoga ikatan kasih sayang sy dan die berkekalan hingga ke akhirnye...semoge jodoh kami dipercepatkan dan kasih syg ni berkekalan...kamu2 semua sile doakan kami ye..=)

the sayangness...

Sunday, December 6, 2009


hey all...sure korg pelik nape gmbr patung emas ni yg tetibe jadi santapan mata. actually, i went to this place " Batu Caves" last saturday..don't get me wrong k..pergi sana bukan nak gi pecahkan kelapa or smbhyg, tujuan ke sana sbb dah bosan kuar date kat shopping2 complex, tgk wyg or gi window shoppin' kitrg berdua pun menghabiskan masa gi kire tangge yg ade kat sane (padahal mmg dh siap tulis ade bape tangge kt tagge tu)..memule ingtkan cam penatla sgt nak naik tangge yg byk bile dah panjat, cam ok maksudnye aku ni still NYHA class I la kan..yes! still body fitness! huhuhuhuh~

kind of interesting actually to see all the "patung-patung" least i learned something about Hindu's culture. now i know why there are various form of their God. every each of them has their own story behind it. serious, before this mmg tak tahu ape2 pasal patung2 at least i have learned something about their Gods..wah! semangat 1Malaysia nampaknye~~ i thing the best part is in the Batu caves villa.. why i said it is interesting..sbbnye, semua patung2 dlm tu di ukir dari dinding gua and it seems real..then ade lagi binatang yg pelik2 dlm villa tu..(xde gmbr sbb camera out of battery)

so, if you guys wanna know details, it is not a waste to went there.. at least when people ask u ' dah penah gi batu caves tak' and u can proudly say YES...ahahaa...

then, kitrg gi karaoke and have, seharian berjalan and sgt penah dah..till here then...happy sunday!

Monday, November 23, 2009

psychiatry posting's been a long time x update blog ni..berhabuk dah pun..haacuuum...!!!~~ so this entry will be about first day in psychiatry posting.. not much for's only an introduction and a lecture regarding phenomenology in psychiatry..korg tau ke ape maksud phenomenology tu..(jgn malas2..sile google!!!) basically today juz need to familiarized with some term that always been used in psychiatry..

then, we had orientation in HKL which mainly to the psychiatric ward and clinic..first time masuk psy ward rase cam ade satu aura yang cam seram2 sejuk..korg sure xpaham kan..all patient in the ward staring at you like you're some kind of alien or strangers to them..kelakar jugakla perasaan tu..nasib td masuk ward ramai2 with whole big rase safe jugak la.

tapi td ade one part yg cm mule2 takut, tp kelakar pun ye jugak..when all of us enter the ward, all of them stop doing their activity and ramai2 dtg serbu kitrg and siap ade yg salam..yg kelakar nye ngn dak laki diorg juz salam2 biasa tp ngn we all the gurlz ni ade patient tu siap cium tangan cam artist je kitrg ni..ahaha..little bit strange for me but it was a new experience which i will never forget..

so juz hope this posting will be more exciting than previous one! yes..semangat baru! go go psy!!!! till now~

Sunday, November 1, 2009


let the tears flow when it needs be...pernah tak korg rase nak menangis sampai kering air mata?? tak salah utk mengalirkan air mata jika itu je yg dpt buat hati rase sedikit tenteram..mmg betul, lebih baik bace al-quran, mmg lebih bile sedih, air mata akan mengalir laju dan susah utk berhenti.....wahai hati, tenanglah...semoga hati lebih tabah dan kembali tenang seperti selalu...

Monday, October 26, 2009


"i'm tired...i'm done... i dunno what to do anymore...NO!!! u can't give up...u must be strong..."

Monday, October 19, 2009

30 days of aidilfiri.. is the last day of aidilfitri...guess what! it is just a blink of eye aite.. there are many relatives and friends who are kindly enough to invite me for their open houses..may all the rezeki will be blessed by Him.. for those friends which i did not able to attend ur open house, sorry byk2 ek.. hopefully there will be a next year for me to come to ur house...

it is a blessing for me to get the opportunity to meet all friends which some of them i barely meet.. i think, we should have open house not only for eid mubarak..once in 2 months should be ok..ahahaha..bankrup la sume org nnt kan..

so, here is some pic of mine during 2009 eid mubarak..

Saturday, October 10, 2009

self reflection..

Once you accept the fact that you're not perfect, then you develop some confidence. Deal with it and motivate yourself to be a better personality.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

raya edition.

hai korg sume...selamat hari raya aidilfitri, ampun dan maaf andai a
de silap dan salah..sesungguhnye aku hanyelah sorg manusia yg xlps dari membuat kesilapan...

erm, nak share sket pengalaman beraye tahun and family gerak balik kg hari jumaat..tahun ni kitrg raye kat rembau negeri sembilan (turn my mum la kan), kitrg gerak
la dari teluk intan (kg my dad) pagi perjalanan waktu siang sgtla membosankan dan mengantukkan..(mcmla aku yg drive). .sgt mengantuk Ok! kalo bulan2 biase tu leh gak la berenti beli buah jambu ke..minum air ke kan..then, perjalanan kitrg stuck sbb keta my dad rosak..maklumla merz lame..kadang2 merajuk jgak keta tu, tp nasib baikla dah nak kitrg pun call la sesape yg ade kat kg utk pick up kitrg yg dah tersadai kat tepi jln..tu pengalaman pertama...

2nd experience lak, mase kat kg, hari sabtu..tetibe rase rajin nak ikut atuk gi halau kambing biri2 die masuk dlm kandang..yela kan, hari dah nak senja..kitrg pun nk berbuka dah..yg
best nye, ade sekor anak kambing bru dilahirkan, comel gile! tp aku cam geli sket nak dukung baby kambing yg belum lagi reti nak jln makcik aku jela yg dukungkan..mummy kambing tu punyela bising mengembek bile tetibe anak die diangkat dan hilang dari pandangan...tgk, binatang pun sygkan anaknye kan pulak umat manusia yg zalim sanggup buang anak sane sini..nauzubillah..

ehehe...korg2 yg xde kampung mesti xmerasekan aktiviti2 cm ni...gasakla korg,yg penting aku rase bertuah masih ade kampung..kalau nak cite zaman kecik2 dulu lagi best,main pondok2 ats pokok, mancing kat sawah, main perang2 gune senapang buluh..wah! best2!
tgh halau kambing dlm kandang kambing pas bg diorg makan

k la, nnt cite lagi kisah raye di kampung ni..selamat hari raye korg!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

selamt tinggal ramadhan...

baru semalam rasenye ramadhan menyapa....sekelip mata, bulan keberkatan ini berlalu tanpa menunggu kita.. cukupkah amalan di bulan keampunan ini??? hati sering tertanya...masih ada lagikah peluang utk aku bertemu bulan yg dimana setiap amalan digandakan pahalanya....
hati terasa terlalu sikit amalan yg dicurahkan di bulan yg mulia ini...
semoga amalan yg sedikit ini diterima...dan semoga masih ada peluang utk aku bertemu bulan yg diredhai ini pada tahun berikutnya...

mengapa di penghujung ramadhan ini, hati terlalu sayu membiarkan ia berlalu...ya Allah, ku mohon keampunan dari Mu, Kau terimalah setiap amalan2 ku dan Kau berkatilah hidupku seterusnya....Kau tempatkanlah aku dan keluargaku dalam golongan yang menerima keredhaan dari Mu....

Selamat meyambut syawal dan salam maaf utk semua...

Monday, July 6, 2009

kisah kebab

entry kali ni nak bercerita pasal kebab...sure sumeorang penah makan kebab kan..xkisahla kebab roti pita ke..kebab roti biasa ke..i'm not kebab fan..but kadang2 tu terase nak makan la jugak bile sesekali singgah pasar malam..

so nak dijadikan cerita, bukan la kisah kebab sgt yg hendak diceritakan di sini, tapi lebih kepada pengorbanan seorang yg bernama "emak/ibu/ummi/mummy/mama"..(propa je title entry tu)

tadi petang aku gi pasar malam dgn bonda tercinta..sampai satu gerai pakcik jual kebab ni aku pun mintak la satu kat mak..mak tanye "angah nak roti pita ke roti biasa"..aku jawab "roti biasa pun ok je..same je pun..." mase tuh aku tgh dukung si cousin nak gi beli air bertentangan ngan gerai pakcik tuh. so dipendekkan cerita after sume barang keperluan dan yg xbape perlu pun dibeli, kitrg pun balik la..

mase tgh drive on da way balik tu perut nih dah kriok kriok je..terbayang kebab td..pas makan kebab, nak makan nasi plak..(aku nih selera besar..jgn xtau!). sesampai je kat rumah, terus tanye mak kebab td kat mane..mak pun jawab "laa..mak ingt angah taknak, xpela, kang pas solat kite kuar balik la gi beli" lantas aku menjawab "xpela, xpyh la..malas nak kuar dah..boleh je makan nasi jap lagi" mak pujuk lagi "xpela, kejap je bukan jauh sgt, kite kuar la jap lagi"..aku jawab lagi" xpe, angah nak makan nasi je japlagi, len kali boleh makan kebab tu" korang rase berakhir kat situ je ke...tekaan korg salah, sbb rentetannye ialah mak aku kuar diam2 naik motor gi pasar malam tu balik and belikan kebab untuk aku..bukan satu ok..tapi dua..

tak tahula nape aku rase terharu sgt..rase cam nak nangis je sbb bile fikir balik, besarnye pengorbanan seorang ibu, sayangnye die pada anaknye, walaupun hanya kebab, dia seboleh2nye xnak anaknye kempunan (padahal aku dah kate xpe pun..xnak susah kan die)..bukan ini je pengorbanan yg emak dah lakukan..banyak lagi yg tak mampu disenaraikan satu persatu..tapi sebagai anak, apekah pengorbanan yg telah aku berikan selama ini..????? aku sendiri clueless xtau nak senaraikan..

aku hanya mampu berdoa agar ape yg aku lakukan selama ini mampu buat mak tersenyum and happy..insyaAllah aku akan balas semua pengorbanan yang mak ngn apak berikan..walau aku tahu sebanyak mana pengorbanan yang aku bakal berikan, pengorbanan emak dan apak tiada tandingan....semoga kalian selalu dirahmati dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik...

p/s: angah sayang semua...

Monday, June 22, 2009

love this song.....

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Friday, June 19, 2009

he wrote this....

as long as the sun still shines the day
as long as the moon still glows the night
as long as the clouds still guards the sky
as long as the wind still roams the air
as long as the stars still guides the sailors
as long as the river still flows to the sea
as long as the waves still kiss the shore
as long as the compass still points to the north
as long as the thunder still follows the lightning

as long as the age still faded by time
as long as the mountains still towering the earth
as long as the rain still touches the soil
as long as the sound still envy the silence

my love for you...
will be absolute
my world within you...
will be eternal
my passion for you...
will be immortal
my addiction towards you...
will be incessant

forever shall my heart you possess
forever will my soul you own
forever till death i will be yours....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


it has been for a while i'm not updating my blog...maafkan saye kawan2..too busy with the posting and internet pun wat hal...later i'll update it k...xoxo

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

wish me luck!!

with the drama queen girl.. =)

surgery team vs medical team

in action...

here is the is big ok..!!

this is my final week in much fun yet more things to be done.. 3 weeks is not enough as the life here was so nice and i gain 1001 of experiences.. so, next week is the final week for surgery posting...wish me luck and hopefully i can perform better insyaAllah...

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