the journey...

all about life

2012-01-13T23:49:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

lame dah rasenye tak update story

life's has been so buzy lately..

kerja..kerja..kerja..same routine with different working hour

such a tiring!!!

wake up as early as 5.30 am (mungkin ade yg bgn lg awl)..reach ward at 6.30 or plg lewat pun 6.45.. then do all blood taking..morning review..no matter how much patient i cover everyday (depends on how many admission the day before..kalau jonah so penuh la ward), my morning round should finished b4 MO sampai..then round with MO while waiting for specialist round which usually started at 9 a.m..

then..specialist round selalunye habis around 11.30 am ( ni pun depends dgn bilanagan pt in ward..kalau ramai, habis lambatla..after round, then need to carry out all new plan..trace all investigation la, gi merayu for scan/ultrasound kat radiologist la..assist procedure ape yg patut..buat discharge for pt yg bleh kuar ward..tup tup je dh pukul 2 p.m or 3 p.m...alamak..tak breakfast lg..lunch pun mcm dah tak sempat..nak kene buat p.m review plak nih..hurm..then after p.m round tgk2 dah nak dekat pukul 5..

yeay dah bleh balik!! hey ko ingt ko keje gomen, suke2 je bleh tinggal keje mcm kat ofis then esok dtg sambung balik..sorry la beb, selagi keje ko xsettle, mimpi la nak blk sharp pukul 5...keje lebih mase bukan leh dpt claim overtime pun..so ikhlas kan hati ye kawan2..pesanan utk diri sendiri jugak..kalau tak mau gila nnt stress..

i'm currently in medical posting (hectic ever..)lain hosp lain shift system die..so in my place we have 3 shift..tp ni bukan shift pagi ptg or mlm ye..ni shift mcm ko keje like hidup utk keje je kot..baik xyh wat shift!!!

1) normal shift: 7a.m- 5p.m + ambulance call (yg tak menentu masa!)

2) stay back shift: 7 a.m - 9 p.m

3) night/oncall shift: 7.am- 4 p.m (rest 4p.m-8p.m) then cont 8p.m till next day 1 p.m (kire sendiri la bape jam!)

* u can't go back if u haven't settle ur work*

tu la cycle harian kerja sy..kalau hari ni normal shift + ambulance call, the next day kene stayback, then following day oncall then off satu hari..

setakat ni dah 2 kali kene ambulance call at 12 midnite sending patient for CT scan kat hosp Ipoh..then reach home pukul 4..30 pagi then kol 6 pg dah gi ward for stayback shift plak sampai kol 9 mlm..gile kau keje straight pstu weng je otak sbb xcukup tido..

we have no weekend, no public holiday, no cuti festival k..our weekend, public holiday or festival hols is during our off day yg satu hari tu je..so nak extra cuti kenela apply ye..

so that is my daily routine..so org2 yg suke kutuk gomen hosp ke, kutuk doc kat gomen hosp ke..plz stop it! korg tak keje so korg tak rase..setakat tak makan the whole one day tu biasa la..apela sgt kan..nk kencing or poo poo pun kdg2 tak sempat..(sumpah tak lawak tp kenyataan)..plg sedih and depress sbb solat pun kdg2 berlubang2.. tu tak campur kene marah ngn superior, ngn patient, ngn SN..tabah jela kan..

lg stress kalau keje ngn SN yg pemalas and tau nak mengumpat, membebel and bergossip je..sgtla menjengkelkan!

what ever it is, lg 2 mggu nak abis dah medical posting ni..learn a lot even tak byk procedure dpt buat..takpela, bukan nak jd MO medical pun..ahaha..looking forward for new posting..hope less hectic (jgn harapla!!!)and more interesting..

if others can have a smooth sailing journey for HO life..so do I !! well, let's pray that life will be much easier each day and i'll be istiqamah, patient and sincere towards my profession..insyaAllah..

p/s: for those who's really passionate to be a doc, think twice!! (i'm not meant to demotivate anyone..but it's the truth!)

i am blessed on 25th december 2011

2011-12-26T20:22:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

it's been while i am in silent mode..blame the crazy HO job..

ok enuf about work

2011 has been a great year for me..

i pass my MBBS (aft 7 years of hardship)

i am a carrier woman now..

i'm engaged!! (aft 7 years in a relationship!!)

what a coincidence..

everything is about num 7..

maybe my lucky num is 7..i should have 7 kids then after married..ahahaa

is a great feeling now..subhanallah..

i wonder how's the feeling soon after nikah..

i pray to Allah that our relationship always been blessed

and may He guides us throughout this "critical" phase of relationship..

org tua-tua kata bertunang ni banyak dugaan nye...maklum la masing2 darah tgh manis..wonder how the blood taste? hurm..

semoga ikatan pertunangan ni berakhir dengan ikatan yg sah insyaAllah next year..

moga kalian semua mendoakan perhubungan kami...

InsyaAllah

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happy 1 month anniversary

2011-10-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

fuhh fuhhh...buang dulu semua habuk2 dan sawang2 yg dah bermaharajalela kt blog picisan ni

alhamdulillah..

sudah sebulan bekerja membanting tulang empat kerat

suka..duka..penat..tawa..hiba..

semua dah dirasa dlm tempoh singkat ni

seriously!!!

hanya sabar yg menjadi pendorong utk terus melangkah

1st 2 weeks in medical posting mmg mencabar jiwa..

tagging selama 2 mggu bererti masuk kerja sesudah subuh, dan pulang sebelum tgh mlm..kdg2 dpt la rasa balik sharp pukul 10 mlm..tp kdg2 mmg merasa la balik kol 12 mlm..

waktu 2 mggu tu terasa lama nye berlalu..hari2 selalu nak nangis bukan sbb apa..tp sbb kaki sakit sgt seharian berdiri lama dlm ward..

alhamdulillah, dpt off tag after 2 weeks..so bermulalah rutin shift sbg HO..

setakat skip breakfast, skip lunch tu mmg dah alah bisa tegal biasa..tp sy sgt bersyukur tempat kerja sebelah rumah je..so hari2 mmg mak dah sediakan breakfast..thank you so much ma!!

jasamu akan ku kenang...

okla..nnt sy sambung lg journey as a HO..skang dah ngntuk sgt..harus tido sbb esok nak kene sampai ward b4 6.45...ok bye...

1st posting yeawwww!!

2011-09-27T19:10:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

quick update for today..

have received official later for my first posting tomorrow

jeng jeng jeng!!!!!

i got the scariest department ever..

MEDICAL!!!!

hope this is the best for me!!

to gain new experience and increase my knowledge..

remember! it's the time ! learn as much as i can..

Rabbi Yassir Wa La Tu'assir..

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku dan berkatilah pekerjaan ku..

(sorry, official name tag belum dpt lg..so buat ni dulu utk sementara)

1st day at work

2011-09-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

Sy sungguh happy pagi ni bila on da way ke tempat kerja pada hari pertama

tiba-tiba dpt satu sms berbunyi...

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" Tahniah dan selamat memulakan kerjaya sebagai doc. Apak bersyukur ke hadrat ILAHI cita2 mak dan apak dimakbulkan disamping usaha kuat angah. Pesan apak, dgn kejayaan ini sentiasalah bersyukur seterusnya berusaha menjadi seorg doctor yg berjaya, beriman dan disegani. I'm proud of you Dr. Siti Nor Farhana.. Selamat Maju Jaya"

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mesti korg pelik pesal la sy nak kene happy sgt kan..for ur information, my dad orgnya garang..dari kecik mmg sy takut sgt dgn die..so bila once in a while dpt sms sweet camni mmg rase happy and terharu sgt..terus rase bersemangat nak gi kerja...

and mesti korg pelik pesal la nak kene ber sms padahal sy dok kat rumah je pun..hospital pun sebelah je.. sbbnye apak balik kg smlm, so pagi ni die takde kt rumah utk tgk anak die gi kerja..

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thanks to u syg coz selalu support sy tak kire masa..he sms'ed' me "Love u syg..enjor ur first day at work"

yeah...i really enjoy my first day coz belum start tagging posting lg..pasni mmg awk akan dpt sms dari sy yg asyik mengadu je la kot..

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and not to forget million thanks to my mum..she also works in the same hosp..kat bahagian admin and mak in-charge HO..so kesimpulannye segala urusan lapor diri sy hanya lapor kat mak je...ahahahaa...kalau lapar leh jumpe mak and mintak makanan..best best!

okla..dah penat...esok lusa kalau xpenat kite sambung k...

new chapter begin

2011-09-25T15:45:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum

lama betul dah blog ni menyepikan diri..

setelah sekian lama sy bercuti semenjak tamat belajar pada june 2011, now i'll begin my new chapter of life

org kata belaja medic lama...but once u start working, the cycle begin as in ur first time studying medicine..in medicine, the learning process is everyday..non-stop!

i've juz finished my induction course last week and i juz started my 1st day of working today..

dear friends and readers (if i've any)..

plz pray for my journey and hopefully i can be a great muslim doctor for our nation..

I pray to Allah to grant me a successful life ahead and let me be istiqamah and be a passionate doc..aaaminnn..

to my dear cucms doc's,

we have been together for 5 years and we have made it..

it's our time to shine and let's do this once again!

hope to see u guys again in December...will miss u all!!!

kehilangan

2011-08-06T18:42:00.003+08:00

salam ramadhan..

sekali lagi.. bgn pagi td sy dikejutkan dgn sms dan emel yg memberitahu one of our beloved lecturer has passed away this morning..

Allahyarhamah Dr. Norrashidah is our paediatric consultant and HOD of paediatric in Hosp Serdang..

masih terngiang2 lagi gelak tawa beliau during our bedside teaching and TBL session..

perwatakan beliau yg kelakar, mudah mesra, loving and caring membuatkan ramai org sayang pada beliau..

eventho beliau seorang yg mudah ketawa and gelak besar, but sometimes she can be so garang especially during our grand round.. she is the one who is really dedicated towards her patient even when she was given m.c for a month due to ligament tear, she did come to hospital to meet her patient and teaches us..

not just medical knowledge that she has taught us, but she always motivate us to be a better person in the future..

dear Dr Norra, you'll always be loved and missed..u're such a marvellous teacher, doctor, friend, and mother to all of us. . may Allah bless ur soul..

Al-Fatihah

Al-fatihah...

2011-08-05T15:56:00.002+08:00

salam ramadhan al-mubarak

td tetiba dpt satu sms yg sgt buat sy terkejut..tak percaya...sampai sy bace sms berulang kali..

sms diterima dari roomate sy amirah.. 3 tahun kitrg jd roomate n housemate, so mmg dh rapat sgt..

miya sms utk memberitahu ayahnya baru sahaja pulang ke rahmatullah pada hari rabu lepas..arwah meninggal di Mekah semasa mereka sekeluarga menunaikan umrah..

miya, sy doakan miya sekeluarga tabah utk dugaan ni..semoga arwah ayah miya ditempatkan dikalangan para solihin..

kpd kalian yg membaca, mari kita sama-sama sedekahkan al-fatihah dan mendoakan kesejahteraan beliau di sana..

kisah hati

2011-07-13T13:44:00.002+08:00

hidup ini ibarat roda yang berputar

ada ketika kita di bawah

ada ketikanya kita gah di atas

roda yang berputar pasti berhenti bila tiba di destinasi

tapi,

andai destinasi yg ingin kau tuju masih belum ditemui

jangan pernah berhenti

teruskan melangkah, teruskan berlari

satu saat dan ketika, pasti akan kau miliki

namun sekiranya

andai takdir menentukan itu bukan yg hakiki

itu bukan utk dimiliki

percayalah akan ketentuan Ilahi

suatu saat, sang pelangi akan muncul

menemani dan mewarnai akan kisah ini

menu org tgh demam

2011-07-06T20:47:00.003+08:00

mmg tgh demam..

sroot sreettt sroott srettt je hidung ni

tekak pun gatal2 batuk tak berhenti

tp tetibe rasa nak memasak

ye! sy mmg seorg yg malas memasak bile ade kat rumah..sbbnye, mak dah siap masakkan sebelum mak gi kerja..(baik dan rajin kan mak sy)

so hari ni bgn2 tido je tgk xde lauk! uwaaa...mak tak masak..agaknye sbb lambat bgn kot..xpe mak, angah rajin hari ni =)

memandangkan apak pun puasa hari ni, sy dgn rase anak solehahnye pun memvolunteerkan diri utk masak for dinner/buke puasa

so, menu ape lagi yg belum pernah try eh..tinnggg! jom buat nasi ayam penyet..

ni resipi nye..bleh la try nnt..

resipi diambil di internet!

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Untuk Ayam

1 ekor ayam – potong 8 bahagian, rebus dan toskan (simpan air rebusan ayam untuk buat sup)

½ sudu besar Jintan Manis – goreng tanpa minyak hingga naik bau
½ sudu besar Jintan Putih – goreng tanpa minyak hingga naik bau
3 sudu besar Biji Ketumbar – goreng tanpa minyak hingga naik bau
1 sudu besar Serbuk Kari Ayam
1 sudu besar Serbuk Kunyit
½ sudu besar Serbuk Lada Putih
3 ulas Bawang putih
1cm Halia
Sedikit Air
1 sudu kecil Garam
Minyak masak untuk menggoreng.

Masukkan kesemua bahan (kecuali minyak masak) dalam pengisar, kisar hingga halus.
Lumur bahan yang telah dikisar pada ayam dan perap la lelame pun takpe..nak sedap, perap satu mlm baru meresap (tp sy perap kejap je dlm 4 jam cmtu)
(Simpan bahan kisar yang berlebihan untuk goreng tempe dan tahu.)
bile dah perap, golek-golekkann pada tepung beras. (kalau nak goreng terus pun xpe..tapi x crispy la nnt..)
Panaskan minyak dan goreng hingga garing.

Untuk Sambal.

Sedikit minyak masak
20 batang Cili merah (lg byk lg pedas)
( sy gune dlm12 btg je sbb stok dalam simpanan dah habis =) tp byk jugak hasilnye_
10 biji Cili padi
8-10 biji Bawang kecil/merah, hiris
3 biji Bawang putih, hiris
5 biji Tomato, potong 4
5 cm Belacan
2 sudu Ikan Bilis
2-3 sudu gula merah/secukup rasa

Panaskan minyak. Goreng ikan bilis hingga garing/rangup. Angkat dan ketepikan.
Goreng belacan seketika Angkat dan ketepikan.
Masukkan bawang merah, bawang putih dan cili. Setelah layu, masukkan tomato. Gaul rata dan tutup api. Angkat dan ketepikan.
Sejukkan semua bahan yang telah digoreng pada suhu bilik.
Masukkan kesemuanya ke dalam pengisar atau lesung batu. Kisar atau tumbuk sehingga separa halus.(sy terkisar halus sgt td..tp rase still same..tu yg penting)
Masukkan semua bahan tumbuk ke dalam periuk dan panaskan.
Masukkan gula merah dan gaul rata.
Rasa sambal yang terhasil, tambah garam atau gula merah jika perlu mengikut citarasa.
nak perah limau purut sket pun bleh..rase masam2 pedas2 baru best!
* Sambal boleh disediakan sehari sebelum hidangan sajian. Simpan sambal dalam peti sejuk. Panaskan sambal sebelum disajikan.

untuk sup

1. air rebusan ayam td ditapis (kasi buang lemak2 ayam mase rebus td)

2. tumis bawang putih, bwng merah, ketumbar, bunge lawang, kalau ade sup bunjut, masuk kan terus

3. pastu masukkan hasil tumisan kedalam air rebusan ayam td..tambah serai...panaskan and tutup api..taraa..siap!

nah..nila hasilnye...

okla kan utk kali pertama cube wat nih..korg try la plak nnt..

kisah benar

2011-07-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

korg pernah rase kurang confident tak bile berdepan ngn org ramai di saat muke bagai permukaan bulan..

yela, kite org perempuan ni ade je waktu2 tertentu yg dihujani jerawat kan..kan kan..

tak kisah la, time korg stress ke, dtg bulan ke, or ape2 yg wat hormone kurang stabil

same goes to me here..

muke takdela licin bak kulit epal, tp xdela teruk sgt mcm kawah gunung berapi (nauzubillah..)

cam biasa2 jela, time cik peot dtg menjengah, time tula die muncul..

tp nk dijadikan cerite ade satu masa nih, jerawat mcm suke2 je nak tumbuh xkire masa..so, tgn pun gatal la try mcm2 produk konon nak ilangkan jerawat cepat2..sekali, xtaula tergune produk ape yg mungkin tak sesuai ngn kulit, trus meradang jerawat tuh, jd makin teruk..kalau kecik takpe, ni dh besar cop ibu jari kot!

time tu last year (2010) lagi 3 mggu nk raye kalau tak silap..

mcm2 dah try, cara homemade tradisional pun x jalan..

gi klas pun org asyik tanye knape dgn muke..lecturer pun siap tanye..ahhaa, hanye grupmate sy je tau sape lect yg concern sgt tuh =)

sampai la ade satu masa ni tgk2 kat internet/blog, jumpe satu produk..

bile dah bace testimoni penggune2 yg lain, maka sy pun nekad la nak try..takut jugak dlm hati ni..

alhamdulillah..semuanya beransur pulih..and just nice before raya semua kerunsingan tuh hilang and beraya dgn gembira! syukur alhamdulillah..

until now still gune produk tu..tp bukan hari2 la (sbb ia kecik cinoet, nnt cpt habis)..on and off gune facial wash lain jugak..

skang ni tgh terfikir utk jd dealer for that product, so sesape yg rase nak try, can ask me..sy sgt berbesar hati utk kongsi dgn anda semua =)

ni die bukti setelah hampir setahun menjadi penggune setia

p/s: gmbr2 dibawah adalah yg asli..tiada sebarang peng"edit"an terhadap gmbr tersebut..just edit utk susun pic je =)

taken during aidilfitri 2010

and this is my latest photo

nape??? tak percaye ke...

roti bakar buat anda jd cepat tua???

2011-07-01T17:43:00.003+08:00

Toasts, croissants speed up ageing

How toasts and croissants speed up ageing (Thinkstock photos/Getty Images)

The next time you eat that crispy toast in the breakfast, better think again, as scientists have suggested that these toasts could be fast-trackingageing and chronic disease.

Josephine Forbes of the Baker IDI Heart and Diabetes Institute conducted a study on how many common foods - toast and croissants included-can produce chemicals now suspected of fast-tracking ageing and chronic disease.

Named Advanced Glycation End Products (AGEs), these chemicals turn up in foods ranging from hash browns to cola drinks and coffee.

Forbes and researchers overseas have suggested that too many AGEs building up in the body can contribute to heart disease and diabetes - and the wrinkling and pigmentation that goes with ageing skin.

The foods producing the most AGEs tend to be processed foods high in sugar or fat, especially animal fat, that are then grilled, baked or fried at high temperatures, often until they're crispy and golden, said Forbes.

"The more a food has sugar added to it and the more it's processed, the more AGEs it usually produces. Baked, crunchy breakfast cereals and toasted mueslis also produce AGEs, but raw oats and porridge are fine," the Sydney Morning Herald quoted her as saying.

It seems that once you start mucking around with food the more AGEs it produces - there aren't many foods in their natural state that produce AGEs," she added.

We can accumulate too many AGEs in two ways. One is from some foods; the other is when blood sugar levels are too high, as with diabetes or pre-diabetes.

Although research into AGEs' effects is still in the early stages, studies have suggested they can harm the immune system and contribute to hardened arteries and problems with kidney function.

They can age skin by attacking collagen and promote arthritis by damaging the joints.

sumber asal --> http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/life-style/health-fitness/diet/Toasts-croissants-speed-up-ageing/articleshow/6981264.cms

for a friend whom i miss so much

2011-06-30T22:38:00.003+08:00

sahabat

sepimu tanpa bicara

tidak ku ketahui sejak bila dan mengapa

diammu dgn tiba-tiba

masihku tertanya apa silapnya

sahabat

senda gurau gelak tawamu sentiasa di mata

hiba gembira yg pernah kita kongsi bersama

kini pudar ditelan masa

kenapa dibiar begitu sahaja

sahabat

rajukmu jgn dibiar disimpan lama

walau ku buntu apa, siapa, dan dimana puncanya

namun

berdiam itu bukan penyelesaiannya

sahabat

kini ku tahu kau bahagia

menanti kehadiran sikecil pengikat cinta

tangan ku tadah mohon pada-Nya

moga kau sentiasa dalam rahmat kasih Nya

sahabat

andai diri ini terlanjur bicara

kemaafan dipohon sekian kalinya

doa ku titipkan padaMu yg Esa

buatmu sahabat yg ku ingat sentiasa

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to my friend Y, semoga perjalanan 3rd trimester dipermudahkan..hope ko ngn baby sentiasa sihat...can't wait to see ur little angle..

tgk sunset jom

2011-06-24T14:15:00.004+08:00

tgk sunset kat mane???

takde la jauh sgt..dkt2 ngn my hometown je..

disebabkan Mr.SIZ kene gi outstation kt Pangkor, so dgn tak malunye sy pun balik la ke rumah jugak..padahal nk gune alasan nk suh kereta die angkut brg2 sy yg berkotak-kotak [ utk pengetahuan, sy skrg dlm operasi memindahkan brg2 setelah tamat belajar]..nak harapkan si comel putih savvy tuh mane muat nak angkut sekaligus, so mari ambil peluang nih..

lgpun, mmg kene balik jugak sbb nak amik roadtax..tak perasan selama ni dah ke hulu ke hilir ngn kereta tamat roadtax sejak april 2011..

ok, byk plak bebel...

die kene gi pangkor sbb kene bg ceramah, satu hari je pun..selesai urusan kerja, mr.siz lepak rumah sy..and petang tu kitrg gi tgk sunset sambil lepak2 minum tepi pantai..best betul angin sepoi2 bahasa..

ni maybe minggu terakhir jumpe..pasni, i'm going home for good and start kerja..wuhuuu..tak sangke dah nak jd career woman dah..

pasni, entry pun cite pasal kerja je la..xde bunge bunge dlm hati ade taman la yo.

so, tggu je la jemputan dari kami ye nnt..masa dan ketika akan diberitahu..

unsafe???

2011-06-20T13:53:00.003+08:00

Bubble tea syrup is unsafe

Two other products suspected to be contaminated by DEHP were Chuang's Square Cookies the brown sugar, all-wheat, almond and sesame variants; and Natural Beauty Drink Powder and Natural Beauty Fruit and Vegetable Powder.

PETALING JAYA: A Taiwanese product commonly used in bubble tea drinks sold in the Klang Valley has been confirmed by the Health Ministry to be contaminated with the carcinogen diethylhexyl phthalate (DEHP).

“The ministry has instructed the companies concerned to recall their products immediately while samples have been taken for analysis. All retailers have also been advised to halt sales of the food products with imme-diate effect.

Customers who have bought the items are advised not to consume them,” Liow said.

The manufacturers for the products were Chuang's King Tai Chang Food Co Ltd and Prince Pharmaceutical Co Ltd, while the importers areSyarikat Nguan Seng (1990) Sdn Bhd and Billion Synergy Sdn Bhd.

Liow also said that another 15 food products from Taiwan had been tested and found to be free of contamination, including New Choice Pudding, Lychee Syrup, Honey Peach Syrup and Black Tea imported by Elegant Solution Trading.

Other products free from contamination include Power Bifidus Yogurt Drink, Kinohimitsu JapanD'tox Juice and eight Cosway Oriyen products.

Other food products found not contaminated include Singlong Ho Egg Noodle, Sun Chi Song Hua Ban Noodles, White Jade Noodle and MIC's Taiwan Lemon Wafer.

In a statement, Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai said the product had been identified as the “Strawberry Syrup” manufactured byT & M Resources Corporation and imported by Elegant Solution Trading.

http://thestaronline.com/news/story.asp?file=/2011/6/18/nation/8927807&sec=nation

selamat tinggal sayang!!! ='(

kl-jb-kl-kl

2011-06-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

date: 18 th June 2011

such a long tiring day but really valuable and enjoyable..

as early as 9.30 a.m (xdela awal sgt..) went to JB for Mr. SIZ's friend wedding.. gi satu kereta with his friend..gasakla bersempit 5 org satu kereta..nasib xkene saman..

tak best betul JB ni..xde ape yg menarik..penat je drive jauh2..nasib baik lauk kenduri sedap, so xde la rase rugi ke ape =) (sorry la, kalau ade sesape org JB yg terasa..tp org2 JB sendiri ckp kat sy JB xde ape2)

after kenduri, kitrg lepak jap minum kat restoran singgah selalu..then gi beli frozen otak-otak..murah beb, 50 keping RM 13 je..kalau kat kedai-kedai makan, mau nye sampai 70sen sekeping, kalau 50 keping korg makan, pergh RM 35 sesaje utk otak-otak..yes! save duit sy 22 ringgit..nnt hari-hari leh mkn otak-otak

around 5 p.m kitrg gerak balik ke KL..sampai ngam2 dah magrib..abis la..bape laju die bwk..nasibla ye awk kalau saman berderet nnt =)

then, after magrib, went off to KL to sheriman's house..owh, man ni my grupmate since semester 9 lagi..kepale otak gile sket budak ni..aahahaa

terbaikla bro, makanan kat rumah ko mmg best..nasi berlauk, kambing golek, salads, desserts, pergh..mmg pecah perut la..

tetibe sedey plak rase.ntah bile la dpt gather ramai2 satu batch lagi

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date: 19 th June 2011

hari ni hari ahad..makan2 lagi..tp kali ni kat rumah hanan..menu kambing jugak!

nasi arab from sabaa'..mmg terbaikla mkn reramai dlm dulang..tak ingt dah bile last sy makan cmni..dulu kat kg selalu la jugak..tp skrg no more..

both makan2 kan rumah hanan n sheriman ni adalah jamuan kesyukuran sempena all of us dah tamat pengajian..tq for inviting me and friends..len kali bleh jamu2 lagi =)

okayla, nk tido sbb perut dah kenyang

manic!!!

2011-06-11T01:48:00.004+08:00

i think i would be allowed to be manic for this whole week!

ALHAMDULILLAH...praise be to ALLAH..

what more could i ask..today is one of the happiest day of my life.

after a long journey i've been through, so many ups and downs..happiness and tears..finally...

to hear my name being called..

Siti Nor Farhana -Passed!!!!

that was the moment i've waited for a long time..

subhanallah, i'm blessed today..

the journey will not stop here..

medical school has ended..but there comes responsibilities..

May Allah blessed this journey for me to serve humanity and benefit the ummah and continue to nurture the passion to care..

a million thanks to my parents and family,dedicated lecturers, helpful batchmates, and friends who never fail to guide and support me through this beautiful long never ended journey for where i am today..

may i be a reliable, sensible and noble

DR. SITI NOR FARHANA MOHD SHAFIE..

today is the day!!

2011-06-10T13:32:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah...

my final pro-exam3 has finished yesterday..

and yes!

today [FRIDAY] is the day..

result will be announced soon..perhaps before 6 p.m today (another 5hrs to wait)

dear friends, readers..

plz pray for my success..

[penantian itu satu penyiksaan]

sikit je lagi

2011-06-01T13:42:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah

tiada kata yang lebih hebat mampu sy ucapkan..

today is my first long case MBBS final exam (exam final utk medical student)

utk yg tak tahu, during long case exam, we will have 1 hour with patient and 30 minutes with 2 examiners..

for my first long case today, alhamdullillah, doa saye diperkenankan.. (saya terselamat daripada dapat patient with case2 yg sy taknak!!)i'm grateful to have such a nice,kind, cooperative and very knowledgeable about his disease..

ok, biar saye summarize..

a 30 y/o M gentleman with strong fmHx of colon ca, presented for exam purposed. hx dates back 5 months ago when he first presented with blood in stool. it is painless blood mixed with stool. small in amount, no clot, no mucus, not precipitated by straining.

no other hx significant (no abd pain, no distension, no altered bowel habit, no tenesmus, no fecal matter during urination, no constitutional symptom)..have strong family hx of colon ca, dad dx at age 50, cousin and auntie died at young age due to colon ca. other risk factor, he is a smoker. no hx of chrons dz, no ulcerative colitis.

went to Kajang Hosp and colonoscopy done shows 2 polyp at ascending and descending colon. then, requested to continue further mx in hosp serdang. here, few colonoscopy done due to suspicious HPE result. polypectomy done in march and HPE shows malignant type. in April, he had done total colectomy and CT scan also done shows Duke Stage A. so, post operatively was non eventful. only complaint of increase bowel motion (5x daily with watery stool).otherwise, he lives his daily life as normal as usual.

currently have followup with serdang. plan for colonoscopy every 6 months.

on examination, nothing much except there is evidence of well healed laparotomy scar which is mild tender to palpation. other examination (lung, liver, bone, lymphnode) was unremarkable. patient refuse for per rectal exm.

so, the question asked by the examiner is basically retrospectively. here are some quest yg i still remember and answer yg i bagi

1) why he had several colonoscopy in the same hosp --> i said due to suspicious HPE finding initially

2) what are the risk factor of colon ca in this patient --> family hx and smoking je!!

3) what are the risk factor do u know of --> smoking, alcohol,diet..ermm

4) then examiner ask what kind of diet do u mean --> instead of saying grilled type of food, tetibe je sy jawab BBQ! hahahaha, pastu prof tanye KFC tak ke..=)))))

5) what other disease may lead to colon ca --> ulcerative colitis, chrons disease

6) then he ask if let say u have decided to plan for surgery, what other investigation u need to do..

--> i said CT scan for staging, tumor marker CEA, pre-op investigtion

7) does CEA will help u in confirm the diagnosis --> NO! it is not specific..it is mainly for post-op screening for any recurrence

8) if let say patient have lesion in right colon, what surgery u plan for --> right hemicolectomy

9) if at the rectum --> i said it depends..see how long from the anal verge --> consider APR or anterior ressection

10) before op, what do u want to do --> make sure patient is healthy/fit for operation,advice to take low fibre diet, gives bowel prep, keep NBM and pre-op ix.

then, the external examiner asked..

1) if let say post-op day 5, patient suddenly complaint of calf pain and swelling, what is ur ddx --> DVT, lympatic obstruction, cellulitis

2) what is ur ix --> coag profile, D-dimer, chest x-ray for PE (but the examiner said rarely can see in x-ray)

3) what other ix to look for PE --> i was errrmmm.. (lupe gile!) then examiner said have u heard about V/Q perfussion scan??? (oh sy penah dgr tp lupe and i smile =)

4) what is ur principle mx --> i said early mobilization, reduce weight if obese, stop smoking, TED stocking..

but the examiner said reduce weight and stop smoking will take longer time..so what other thing u wanna give..

--> then i said heparin

5) what type of heparin do u know --> 2 type low molecular weight and unfractionated heparin...

6) what is the difference --> LMWheparin didn't require monitoring, less side effect..

7)anything u wanna do--> i was errmmmm....i'm not sure...

then the examiner said, do u want to rehydrate patient...??? (i just said, yeah i will to prevent coagulable state)

8) then he asked, do u think this patient ade hypercoagulable state --> i just said i think he does not have it..

then prof shaker tanye balik..

9) what type of family hx this patient might have --> i said FAP and HNPCC

10) what other ddx if young patient came with bloody stool --> i said hemorrhoids, polyp, anal fissure

11) what other presentation patient may come if ade colon ca --> then i just repeat back all the negative sx dlm hx td (tenesmus, abd pain, abd mass, symp of bowel obstruction, LOA, LOW bla bla bla....goreng!)

i think that's all la..the examiner was so nice and calm..Alhamdulillah again..!

another 2 exam to go nextweek! OSCE and medical based long case...

doakan sy dan rakan-rakan lulus cemerlang ye...

bittaufiq wannajah...insyaallah!

sudah dekat...

2011-05-28T20:16:00.002+08:00

woohhooooo...

harinya kian hampir

masanya hampir tiba

let's do this once..and do the best of it!!!

i'll be away and mute from

1st JUNE 2011 - 9th JUNE 2011

wish me luck yeah !! =)

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rakan-rakan semua, yang sy kenali, ataupun "silent reader" yg sudi membaca bebelan sy selama ni, andai ada silap dan salah, terkasar bahasa, atau ade entry2 yg buat anda terasa..sy susun sepuluh jari pohon ampun dan maaf ye.. (mcm dah nak raya la pulak )

pohon jasa baik kalian doakan sy dan rakan-rakan satu bacth utk LULUS cemerlang bg final professional exam nxtweek onwards..

to my besties..congratulation!

2011-05-15T00:18:00.004+08:00

14th May 2011

today is the day...owh, not mine..

congrats to my beloved bestfrenforever "NurDiana AbdRazak a.k.a Yan" on your E-day!

may the happiness be with u forever..and may this relationship (u n fendi) and ur life filled with happiness and barakah..

ko gorgeous sgt ok!

p/s: pray for my final pro-exam 3 plz........!!

tik tok tik tok

2011-05-06T18:13:00.002+08:00

semakin hari semakin cepat masa berlalu

betul la nukilan mengatakan masa tidak akan menunggu kita..

tp walaupun sy sedar akan fakta tersebut

kenapa sy masih membuang masa!!!!!

the day just tinggal less than a month..

I should struggle for it....NO MATTER WHAT!!

owh, plz la wahai diri

sile jgn buang masa..ko dah takde masa dah ni..

PANNNGGGGG! tampar pipi kanan kasi sedar dari mimpi..

kamu seadanya

2011-05-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

just the way u are~~~

lallalalallaa

at a wedding dinner

2011-04-24T23:54:00.006+08:00

Venue: Bankers Club

Date: 23rd April 2011

Time: 8.00 p.m to 12 p.m

Event: Syukri n Fariha Wedding Dinner

let the pic do the talking!!

da deco'

the guys

beautiful ladies in the house...whazzup whazzup!!!

so u think u can dance season 3

with pengantin baru

that's all la kot...nak tgk lagi..gi tgk kt my fb

keep fighting

2011-04-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

this brain really needs more neurons to enhance my thinking process..

short term memory loss plz plz go away from me!!!

4 weeks ++ left to the final battle..

Oh Allah, plz grant me with knowledge, excellent memory and confidence to go through the pro exam 3

wedding lagi

2011-04-17T18:48:00.005+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Syukri n Fariha

congratulation to both of u! gorgeous!!

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nasib baik sempat dtg..yela, tgh dok bz 3 days of finishing school course kat kolej..rushing jugakla..takkan nak pakai baju gi wedding siap2 dari pagi kan..so terpaksela sy menyelinap keluar in between program tu..hey, tp sy still attend the program until last session k..juz tak sempat dgr talk from Dr.Muhaya je..

wedding event start kol 8.30..tapi memandangkan Mr.SIZ kene jd bridesmaid, so kene dtg awl la kan..

dayang-dayang perkasa

venue at Kg Pengantin..boleh tahan la deco diorg..tak heavy sgt, tak simple sgt.just nice.

food was ok la..boleh makan la..(score:3/5)

seronok bile tgk dia happy jumpe kawan2..sorry awk, awk kene balik awal sbb kene hantar sy balik..coz sy still ade klas on sunday (program tu la)

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group pic =)

sy hensem, awk comel ??

wedding

2011-04-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

saturday , 16th April 2011

8.00 p.m - 11.00 p.m

alrite, td went to syukri's wedding (Mr.SIZ bestfriend) at Kg. Pengantin...

will update about it later k..so tired today!

takde tajuk

2011-04-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

to mr/mrs who know who u r

sometimes u r so annoying

and it irritates me to the max!

mix n mix

2011-04-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

oh cumel!!!

website yg boleh meng"match" kan muke korg ngn sape2 yg korg suke..

gmbr di atas adalah gabungan muke sy dan xxxxx

name pun main-main je..sekali imbas xde rupe sy langsung..dua kali imbas mmg xde la kan

p/s: nak try bleh klik sini

amaran: permainan ini hanya suka-suka...takde kene megena ngn yg wujud atau tak wujud

tak tentu arah!!

2011-04-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

kurang dari 6 minggu profesional exam akan menjengah..

tetibe dgr kabar yg mengatakan both long case (medical and surgical base) will be done in the same week..(i.e: hari ni surgical based, esok medical based)..alasan?? sbb first week exm tu cuti sekolah, so examiner ramai yg takde, patient pun tak ramai yg nk volunteer time2 holiday..kalau yg ade kat ward pun maybe tak ramai..so maybe yg first week tu jd OSCE je kot...and both longcase will be on 8th june and 9th june!!!!!!!!! gile wei!!!

gile ke ape...but it has not been confirmed yet..tp kalau berite ni pasti, mmg nak kene bako la sbb tak inform sampai skang..

tetibe nak berangan exam dibatalkan boleyh??????

PAANGGGGGGG! sile tampar diri sendiri dan bangun dari angan2 yg xkn jd kenyataan tuh...aduuhhhh

warna warni

2011-04-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum uols!!!

hi hi hi

jgn emo emo..jgn marah marah

ape pun yg terjadi kat korg arini, just go with it..

senyum..tak perlu kata apa-apa

senyum je lebar-lebar =)))))

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nah, tgk la tudung2 sy..baru ade masa semalam utk kemas betul2

selama ni asyik hanger je merata-rata..asalkan bile nak pakai bleh jumpe letak kat mana

some of the scarfs adalah dgn pembelian sendiri, ade juge yg org bagi, ade juge kwn-kwn yg baik hati hadiahkan (tq ela!!)..

rasenye kene beli lagi satu penyangkut..lagi berat dari dumbbell ok! sebabnye sy susun tudung2 tu berlapis2..kalau susun sehelai sehelai mmg tak cukup ruang la jwbnye..ok, sape nak kasi sy penyangkut baru angkat tgn gaye usop wilcha (soley soley...)

sukenye warna warni =)

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sile sediakan baldi kosong utk muntah beramai-ramai =)

mmuuahhhh

wish i could have more shoes and handbags

2011-04-11T00:05:00.006+08:00

when it comes to mix and match, it doesn't matter how much colour you wore in a time for ur clothes and hijab..as long as u have a bag and a pair of shoe with similar tone, it will be fine..

(what i mean is for exmple, ur clothes is already like rainbow colour, it is nice to have black shoe with black handbag..)

(cube bayangkan kalau baju kaler biru, tudung kaler oren, seluar/kain kaler kelabu, kasut kale putih, handbag kale hijau..dah macam badut kan)

how i wish to have them...each colour for bag and shoe..at least 10 colour boleh ???!

so that i can style myself more or less like this..(imagine me wearing baju tutup aurat plz)

and this..

and this too..

i need more bags and shoes plz.....

saturday- 9-4-11

2011-04-10T12:20:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum uols

how's ur weekend

sure byk bende menarik korg buat kan

ade yg pergi waterfall, ade yg hangout with frens and families, ade yg attend wedding, and sure ade yg just stay at homeand relax2 je.

whutever things that u all do, i hope u ols enjoy it to the max k!

my saturday begin as early as 12 noon.ahahhhaa early la sgt kan...skip brekfes, then siap2 to ayea wedding..congrats to ummu aiman and partner! may ur marriage last forever and may Allah blessed u to heaven..the food was nice!

then, pergi ke rumah anne to meet her little cutie angle..congratz for the newborn anne!she's so adorable!!

izz nur medina..

be a good girl to mommy and abah ye darling

may u grown up to be a beautiful girl and may u be anak solehah ye sayang...

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at night, i followed Mr.SIZ for food testing..yups, food testing for the reception next week...tp bukan kitrg punye la..his bestfriend will get married nextweek, so he invited us to join for food testing at Kg.Pengantin..

d' deco at KgPengantin pun quite nice jugak for those who planned to do reception at night..more info can click here

tu je wikend sy..biase2 je..

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nah, enjoy my pic with little zara...she is 4 months old now ..kejap je mase berlalu..

ape yg penting??? kerjasama!!! wonderpet wonderpet!!

2011-04-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum uols !!

what a long day in hospital today...grand round started early today..but still finished at 2.30 p.m..hurm, looking at new H.O being scolded by the consultant really makes me wonder now..can i be a good H.O later in 2 months time..God willing (hope i will pass my pro exam 3 this end of mei)

being a doctor is not an easy job..a profession that required a great team work..no matter who u are..from the medical assistant, staff nurses, HO, MO, specialist, consultant, technician, lab assistant, dietitian, or even med.student (ahahaa, ade significant ke??)

we don't do our work alone..a great system starts from a good team work..so, don't be judgmental..if u are the superior, don't waste ur time nagging to ur junior colleague..there's a better way to educate a person rather than wasting ur energy and boiled up ur emotion with ur super bingit non stop membebel..it happens in all kind of profession i guess...

just a reminder for myself..

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p/s: jgn pentingkan diri sendiri boleh!!!!!!!! time aku sibuk nak wat la ko pun sibuk same nk jgk..(geram ngn seseorang hari ni!!!)

terkena akhirnye!!!

2011-04-02T06:11:00.009+08:00

assalamualaikum uols!!

[mode entry ini utk semalam ye]

ye, utk makluman sekalian 1st April adalah hari yg plg bermakna buat sy. kerana pada tarikh 1 april berpuluh tahun yg lalu, tepat jam 12.14 p.m sy telah selamat dilahirkan ke dunia..owh sugguh comel sy pada waktu itu..rambut ala-ala trojan, kuar2 je dah tersengeh2..ok tu tipu, sure la sy melalak tak hengat punye..

dan pada tanggal 1 april 2011 genapla sy berumur 2* tahun..(sila isi * dgn nombor kegemaran anda)

alhamdulillah, kerana masih diberi umur yg panjang utk sy memperbaiki kelemahan diri dan menjadi org yg lebih sempurna..bak kate omputih tu "to be a better person"..

syukur yg tak ternilai kerana dilimpahi kasih syg yg tak berbelah bagi dari keluarga, rakan-rakan dan semua disekeliling sy...

really, i have never expect to have any celebration for my birthday..yela, umur mcm ni dah patut celebrate birthday anak dah..but still, masih ade yg mahu menggembirakan hari sy dengan suprise birthday party! terkejut ok! tak lain tak bukan, budak zaara and the gang punye keje la nih..she is my colleague, my grupmate since year 4..siap komplot ngn Mr S.I.Z nak culik sy ye after klas..

"zaa, ko mmg berjaye wat aku terkejut k..nasib air mata i yg mahal ni tak menitis mase tiup lilin..ahahah..takde sape2 sakit perut kan after makan kek..kot2la ade air2 yg tersembur mase i tiup lilin tuh =) neway, tq zaa, sarah, alin, haz, hannan, nadiah, nabila, zetty, hanum, faiz, sheriman, zahir, fizy and k.i sbb join the day"

then, bergegas balik utk mandi, solat asar and siap2 for dinner with Mr S.I.Z..we decided to go for nasi arab and watch movie later..so, we went to BB and dinner kat al-andalus (rate 3/5..saba' lagi best)..

after makan, went to uniqlo coz he wants to buy new belt..for him la, sy mane ade pinggang nak gune belt..layak beli kat kids deprtment je..or else kene tebuk sendiri =)

he bought me new wedges for my birthday! thank u syg!!! for me, the price and brand is not the matter, as long as it's beautiful (cantik di mata sy la! mata korg suke atila nk kate cantik ke tak) and comfortable to wear, that is enough as i guess.. keikhlasan si pemberi itu lebih bermakna buat sy =) (masih ade yg mengkritik sbb harga kasut sy murah..ape gune kasut berjenama mahal tp kdg2 tak cantik pun kan..).

million thanks to all friends, family and relatives for beautiful wishes..may Allah grant all of u with happiness in life..

my wishes for this year, insyaallah:

1) to be a better person and better muslim for myself, family and ummah

2) to pass my MBBS with flying colours, rainbows and sunshine =) (do pray for me a lot ye semua)

3) to get married soon!!!!

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budak kampung

2011-03-28T18:02:00.011+08:00

assalamualaikum u ols!!

mike sume ape kabo? sihat ke idak? teman sihat gini je le..alhamduillah, tp gamaknye badan ni dah rase ceghun ceghin je..udah teghase sakit2 tekak keme ni...ate nye kalo keme tak sihat, bleh le amik mc gamaknye esok!

ape kene ngn teman dok bercakap ghupe ni..nihla penangan teater yg keme nengok semalam..idak le teman ni pandai bebenor, tapi setakat sikit2 tuh bleh le ..

hah, cukupla ye sy berloghat perak nih..

saje nak bgtau semalam sy gi tgk teater..ye, ini teater kedua yg sy tgk after CUCI the musical yg dulu..owh, mmg sgt lame sbb sblm ni sy tak reti pun nk tgk teater2 nih..tp layan jugakla bile dah 2 kali tgk ni..

so, teater kali ni tentang LAT the Kg.Boy! yes! Lat si budak kampung yg berasal dari gopeng..sy pun baru tau kat gopeng ade kg baru, and kat ipoh pun ade pasir puteh =)

Kg Boy the musical ni mmg best la..mmg tak rugi kalau gi tgk,sedikit sebanyak boleh juge mengenali kehidupan kartunis terkenal yg berjaya membawa nama malaysia di seluruh pelusuk dunia..tak lain tak bukan Datuk Lat , pelukis terkenal komik Kg Boy...

kepada sesiapa yg belum lagi berpeluang utk menonton teater tersebut, jgn lepaskan peluang k! (ceyh, promote plak)..persembahan teater akan berlangsung sehingga 5 april..!

moh le nengok gambo yg teman amik hari tuh..harap kome suke la ye =)

hee..kitrg tak plan pun nak pakai same kale..ni la yg dinamakan instinct kot..chewahhh

raqib n sarah

me with sarah

with his bff

Bila hati berbisik

2011-03-24T17:22:00.004+08:00

andai ini jalan yg dipilih

andai ini ketentuan yg pasti

mengapa penat utk bertatih

mengapa perlu adanya sangsi

"U just need to have faith"

perkataan yg sgt mudah utk dituturi

mungkin hanya ingin menceriakan hati

atur langkah itu semakin hampir

destinasi yg penuh emosi bakal hadir

tetapi diri harus cekal utk mengukir

walau takdir tidak diketahui

diri harus perlu kuat melayari

usaha, doa, tawakal dan yakin dengan diri

itu azimat yg pasti!

kerana,

suatu saat, kejayaan itu pasti hadir menanti

untuk ku lakar senyuman pelangi buat insan-insan yg disayangi

stressful day

2011-03-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua !

hari ni sgt stress...

takpe, take it in positive way..

better be wrong now, better to fail now, and better to do mistake now

BECAUSE....

i don't want to fail or doing wrong or do mistakes during that BIG BIG DAY!!! it is just around the corner..

the clock is ticking..

and i'm still mumbling here right here!

still thinking like budak baru belajar jalan =(

still feel unprepared!

Ya ALLAH,

plz enlighten me with knowledge that i will not forget

bless my work, bless my effort

give me blessing for things i do everyday..

aaminnn....

jeng jeng jeng

2011-03-20T23:45:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum !!!

hah seperti yg dijanjikan sy akan sambung cerita pasal "sumone" misteri yg nk dtg rumah sy hari jumaat lepas..

tak lain tak bukan orgnye ialah my dearest Mr.S.I.Z..!!!

haish, memandangkan cuti kali ni sy tak drive sendiri balik ke manjung sendirian, so nmpk gaye nye kene naik bas la utk blk ke KL semula sepatutnya...tp si dia sgt berbaik hati,penyayang tersangat (puji lebih sket!!!) utk menjemput sy balik ke KL...yeay!!!! terima kasih tidak terhingga diucapkan!!!!

sebenarnya, ade lagi agenda yg lebih menarik telah dibincangkan dgn kedatangan si dia ke rumah sy ..(die sorang je tau!! bukan rombongan ye! korang jgn nk spekulasi pulak!)..ape agenda nya???? biarlah rahsia, sampai masanya akan sy war-warkan di media! (ceyh! bajet artis sgtla kan!!!)

ape-ape pun, sy mmg tabik spring toing toing toing sbb mr.S.I.Z sy sangat gentleman dan berani bersemuka dgn ayah sy yg garang lagi tegas itu..tp cool plak apak mase sessi tersebut...semoga apa yg telah dibincangkan berjalan lancar...

now, sy dah selamat sampai di rumah sewa utk meneruskan semester akhir yg hanya tinggal 3 bulan sahaja utk bergelar pelajar...doakan semuanya dipermudahkan ye =)

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sy pulang ke KL sehari awal iaitu hari sabtu, tp xdela straight balik ke DPP sbb singgah rawang tido rumah parents mr.S.I.Z...(surela my parents tau sy tido rumah die! sah-sahla kitrg bertolak pun dari my house di manjung tuh..jgn sekulasi lagi k!)

then, on sunday morning, kitrg gi waterfall kat sungai pertak..jln menghala ke fraser hill..mmg jernih n bersih air kat ctu sbb tempat tu belum ramai yg tau..kire masih terjage dan masih suci la tempat tuh..aahhaah.

gi air terjun ramai-ramai baru best!

org lain buat keje, ko sibuk posing

wah! tunjuk aksi di situ!

thirsty thursday..

2011-03-17T15:03:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum uols..

ape cerite menarik korg hari ni.?

sy xde ape yg menarik utk diceritakan pun..

mcm biasela dpt enjoy seminggu cuti kat rumah ni mmg sgt heaven..

tggl 3 hari je lagi sblm start klas semula..

ye, sy harus lebih rajin slps ni..kerana, ini merupakan semester akhir bergelar student.

nangis woo kalau kene repeat ke ape ke..nauzubillah..

sy mahu lulus dengan cemerlang..ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku...

ok, entry title mmg xde kene mengena..

ok, ni ape hal tetibe muka mickey tak jadi/tikus nih..

aritu crochet flower,skarang felt craft pulak..

ni la aktiviti sy di kala bosan..gmbr di atas ni bukan lukisan ye..tu sume jahitan ye syg syg sekalian...so, what say you..?

happy thursday everyone =))

p/s: can't wait for tomorrow...sumone will come to my house and we'll see what's going to happen..will update later ya!

13/3/11

2011-03-13T00:40:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum semua...

ye, tajuk entry sy xde kene mengena dgn ape yg sy nak sampaikan..bile dah xde idea, sekadar tarikh menjadi tajuk entry pun dah ok la tuh..

ok, hari ni dengan jayanya sy berjaya menghasilkan sekuntum bunga...

hah bunga apa??? bunga-bunga cinta (sambil nyanyi ala-ala misha omar)

ni la dia bunga yg sy hasilkan..siapa sangka jari jemari ni ade jugak kreatifnye..tp jgn tanyela bape minit nk siapkan satu kuntum nih...well, sy sedar masih beginner..ni pun belajar dari utube je..tp haritu cik nab kesayangan dah ajar buat bentuk love, sgt berterima kasih dgn die sbb sabar mengajar sy yg lambat nih..memule mmg keras jari ni..tp skang dah get used to it..cey cey berlagak betul..ahahhaa

dah lame nk belajar seni-seni jahitan, crochet, knitting, ape-ape la yg melibatkan jarum dan benang..tp asyik takde masa je..skrg pun bukanla byk sgt masa so, terpaksa la curi-curi masa yg ade sikit tuh

ape-ape pun, sy akan terus berusaha hasilkan mcm2 lagi...skrg ni musim kengkawan ramai tgh pregnant, so mcm best je hasilkan project for little cutie..insyaallah kalau ade kelapangan..tunggu ye!!!

dah 7 tahun rupenye..

2011-03-12T00:34:00.004+08:00

hacchhummm...

assalamualaikum (sambil lap-lap blog yg dah bersawang nih)

lame betul tak hupdate entry kan

bz la kot..dgn mcm2 isu yg melanda..(personal issue takdela, it's about other thing)..ok, lg risau exam yg lg 2 bln tp mcm tak tahu ape2 lg dlm otak nih..tong tong tong, resonant on percussion..ahhaha

ok, lupekan dulu hal-hal yg merisaukan..

baiklah gembira hari ini sbb hari ini genap 7 tahun relationship sy dengan Mr.S.I.Z..

sy bersyukur atas semuanya sepanjang 7 thn perkenalan ni, semoga hari2 yg akan dtg akan lebih diberkati and relationship ni berkekalan hingga ke syurga..(doakan sy kahwin tahun ni ye..xoxo)

mungkin bagi sesetengah individu, 7 thn tuh apelah sgt..mungkin ade yg berkata "ala, aku ngn bf aku lagi lame.." atau mungkin ade yg bercakap "parents aku berpuluh tahun hidup together, tak kecoh pun..", atau mungkin ade yg lg jahat mulut ckp "kapel lame2 pun still tak kawin lagi buat ape,tambah dosa je.."..

ye, semua ungkapan-ungkapan tuh ade betulnya...tp sy lebih yakin dengan ketentuan Allah yg mana Dia telah tetapkan jodoh sy dgn sesiapa yg Dia kehendaki..dan mungkin org itulah yg terbaik utk sy..mungkin jodoh sy belum lagi tiba..tp sekurang-kurang nya perkenalan yg bermula 7 thn lepas masih utuh sampai saat ini..(at least sy takdela asyik bertukar2 bf je macam sesetengah org tuh)

ape yg sy harapkan dalam setiap doa yg sy titipkan, semoga sy dipertemukan dgn insan yg akan membahagiakan sy di dunia dan di akhirat kelak..

kepada Mr. S.I.Z, semoga hubungan ini akan berakhir indah dan sentiasa dalam rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya..insyaAllah..

yeay! bleh tambah kawan di faceblog

2011-02-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

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TERIMA KASIH

meh kawan ngn sy meh...

hormone itu puncanya

2011-02-21T00:31:00.001+08:00

perasaan sy sekarang..

SY LAPAR!

SY TAK BOLEH TIDUR SBB SENGGUGUT!

SY SEDIH!!!

HHHHHH, plz go away...

wikender activity

2011-02-20T14:00:00.022+08:00

salam..

selamat berhujung minggu!!!!

ape korg buat wiken2 nih?

shopping kah? lepak sajork di rumah tgk melodi,,nona atau rancangan2 di astro..? atau ade yg masih belum bgn tido =)

sy???

owh, smalam seharian keluar..(study???) owh mestila tidak..hari sabtu mmg sy selalunye offbook..huish, tak takut ke final tggl 3 bln je lg woooiii...matilahaku!

semalam (sabtu) dh excited nk gi tgk pameran zaman kerajaanuthmaniah di masjid wilayah..yups! semangat gile ok after tgk promo beriye kat MHI khamis aritu..sekali sampai2 je kat masjid wilayah semalam kol 11.30 a.m, cam sunyi sepi je..xde sign or ape2 banner pun..ingtkn dah salah tempat kot..tp kitrg (sy dan sape lagi kalau bukan si dia)redah je la..parking kat anjung A, nasib baik betul tempat nye...tp sgt menghampakn sbb dlm firasat sy ingatkan gempak la die nye exhibition..ingtkan dpt tengok real sume brg2 tinggalan zaman kerajaan uthmaniah...

tp hampa rupenye2 exhibition nih just gambar yg dimagnifiedkan..tu pun bape keping je gmbr2 tu disusun atas stand..and adelah satu je buku/eksilopedia/kitab yg terpakse dikongsi ngn ramai2 org utk bace kisah2 zaman kerajaan tersebut..siyes mmg hampa..kalau tau cmtu, bleh je google sendiri..

tp takpela, atleast dpt jejak kaki ke masjid wilayah (ok, sy tahu mmg LAME gile)..haritu mase bulan puasa ade gak plan nk iftar and terawih kat ctu, tp xkesampaian..

utk korg yg dh biase jejak kaki kat masjid wilayah sure rase sy ni jakun bebenar..ahahaa

ok...then kitrg gi lunch nasi kukus yg plg sdp (ikut taste lidah sy la)penah sy rase kat area kl..pastu, sementara tggu pukul 4 (sbb si dia ada silat)kitrg pun gi istana budaya utk beli tiket LAT The Kampung Boy! Yeay! tiket dh beli,,LAT the kampung boy ni mmg kartun fevret sy mase kecik2 dulu..(sorryla, sy mmg xlyn kartun2 dari negara matahari terbit yg uols suke mase kecik2 dulu..doremonla,ultraman la,dan kartun2 anime yg mengarut tuh)..

my parents siap belikan lagi koleksi vcd LAT the kampung boy tu sblm muncul astro..kitrg pun ade komik LAT versi bahasa melayu..tp xtau mane pergi sbb byk org suke pinjam..

so, harap2 teater LAT the kg boy ni dpt memberi satu kelainan dlm industri teater negara...

thnks syg! belanja tiket teater kali ni..nnt next teater sy belanje ok =)

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pastu kitrg gi balai seni lukis negara yg terletak just next to istana budaya...sorryla ye zaman2 kitrg kuar dating kt mall tgk wyg gi window shopping tu dah kurang dah..serabut tgk ramai sgt org..lgpun kasi can la kt budak2 remaja..ahahhaa...tp kdg2 kitrg gi la jgk, xdela poyo sgt tak jejak langsung kak kt mall2 tuh..

-he rides me this lanca =)-

sgt kagum sbnrnye bile tgk hasil2 seni yg dihasilkan oleh pelapis2 muda negara..siapa kata bangsa kita takde bakat? hasil2 yg dipamerkan sgt kreatif and tersirat,punya nilai dan cerita disebalik setiap karya yg dipamerkan..

sgt tak rugi ok kalau korg pergi sekali sekala..karya2 yg dipamerkan punya tema tersendiri..so korg leh dptkan senarai aktiviti tahunan balai seni lukis negara kt pamphlet yg disediakan..bulan 3 ni ade pameran kraf! mmg sure kitrg dtg lgi!

nah enjoy pics..

-cupcake house-

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-a 3D picture inspired by avatar concept-

- from front and back view-

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-punggur rebah belatuk tumpang mati-

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-a development story using cardbord, notebook and paper-

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-a shirt made from berus sabut, berus sawang and berus penggosok kuali-definitely this is not my size!!!

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- kotak rokok gergasi-

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ok, tak larat dah nk upload byk sgt...

tu je la yg dpt dikongsi, kalau korg tak puas tgk, boleh gi balai seni lukis negara wiken ni ok..masuk free je!!!!

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ok,pastu sy gi teman si dia silat..sambil tggu cintahati selesai, sy layan series yg dah lame tak bukak kt folder movie dlm laptop nih..ahahaha..abis silat kitrg gi dinner berlaukkan ikan 3 rasa, sup ekor and telur dadar..yummy! tq syg sbb belanja dinner =)

can't wait..but too scared!!

2011-02-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

ohh kenape ???

perlu ke sy nak bgtau apa yg sy tgh fikirkan skarang...

adekah perkara ni berkaitan dgn org kedua ketiga keempat atau sape-sape pun???

tidak!!!!!!!!

3 bln tu bukan jangka masa yg lama...

sekelip mata masa yg ditunggu itu akan tiba ..

ye! mmg sy tidak sabar...

tapi sy takut utk menghadapi 3 bln yg akan tiba tidak lama lagi..

doakan sy semoga sy lebih bersedia dan dpt mengharunginya dengan lancar..

15.02.2011 (entry 2)

2011-02-15T01:31:00.005+08:00

salam and hi semua..

kenapa perlu ada dua entry yg sama..? owh..mungkin sy sudah ketandusan idea..oh tidak..anda silap..sy mmg sengaja sebenarnya..kerana tarikh itu sangat bermakna utk sy.tarikh yg mengaitkan dengan insan yg sy cintai sepenuh hati..

Buat emak yg disayangi,

"Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke 49"

semoga ma sentiasa ceria, happy, sihat dan dimurahkan rezeki..we'll really love u mum..(ok rase nak nangis!!!)

sorry ma, coz this year we don't get any chance to celebrate with u at home..really i hope that i can fly now at be with u and celebrate ur happy day..

kasih ibu membawa ke syurga..

sy syg mak sbb:

mak mengandungkan sy selama 9 bln dgn penuh kasih syg tanpa rungutan penat lelah
mak membesarkan sy dengan sempurna, memahami dan sentiasa menyokong ape yg sy lakukan
mak tak pernah lupa mengejutkan sy dari tidur setiap pagi dari kecik sampai sekarang..even mase kat ukraine pun mak sanggup call sbb nk kejutkan sy (sbb sy yg suruh sbb nk stay-up)
mak sanggup bgn seawal 5 pagi utk memasak sarapan, dan meyediakan lauk utk lunch..mak tak pernah jadikan alasan sibuk bekerja utk tidak memasak utk kami...
selain memasak di awal pagi, mak akan pastikan rumah siap dikemas, kain disidai sebelum pergi bekerja.. (tp skarang, kalau sy balik, sy la tolong2 jugak..tp sy xbgn awl pagi mcm mak=)
mak sanggup bgn pagi2 masakkan lauk utk sy bawa bekal balik ke KL..bekalan utk 2-3 hari ok!
mak temankan sy ke hospital wlaupun umur sy sweet 25 =)
mak picitkan kaki, tgn, badan bila sy mengadu lenguh2...
mak tutupkan aircond pagi2 sbb nak suruh sy bgn solat subuh (sbb mak tau sy akan bgn bile sy panas..ahaha)
mak tak pernah marah kalau sy bgn seawal 12tghari =)dan kemudian tidur balik pukul 3 ptg after lunch..
mak akan pastikan bilik sy bersih dan kemas bile mak tahu sy nak balik hujung minggu...
mak tak pernah gagal utk jahitkan baju raya utk kami adek beradik, baju sekolah dan baju2 kurung utk prep di asrama..until we turn 20+ then kitrg start demand nk beli baju raya ready-made je..(kesian kat mak..penat tau menjahit tuh)
and the list goes on....

terlalu byk utk sy senaraikan kenapa sy syg mak..pengorbanan mak terlalu besar utk dikenang..(ok, air mata dah bergenang nih)..doa angah, agar ma sentiasa sihat dan dilimpahi rezeki..semoga angah dapat membalas jasa2 ma suatu hari nanti walaupun angah tahu, pengorbanan itu tidak ternilai dan tak mungkin ada gantinya.. lots of love!

15.02.2011 (entry 1)

2011-02-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum ...

pasti semua sudah maklum dengan tarikh tersebut

pada tahun ini tarikh 15.02.2011 adalah bersamaan dengan 12 Rabiulawal 1432H

Selawat dan Salam ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

sungguh banyak dan terlalu besar pengorbanan Rasulullah S.A.W dalam menyebarkan dakwahnya agar Islam terus berkembang..pelbagai cabaran, cacian,tohmahan yg diterima oleh baginda s.a.w..sifat mulia baginda yg pemaaf, penyabar dan berdedikasi harus kita contohi..kisah-kisah baginda sebelum kewafatan haruslah kita hayati..semoga bukan hanya hari ini kita menyanjungi baginda, malah selawat dan sunnah baginda akan menjadi amalan dalam kehidupan kita semua..insyaAllah..

new mood

2011-02-12T19:45:00.002+08:00

salam and hi everyone!

just wanna let u knoe now i have move one step ahead in this networking stuff...yeah! i have my own TWITTER!!!!

aahaha, lembabss gile...org lain dah lame dah ade sampai dah beribu2 lemon followers, ko baru nak kecoh..biar lambat asal ade =) korg ade??? kalau ade jom la follow mollow ngn sy! kite twitt twitt jom!

meh salin my twitter id

farhanashafie

ikutkan lame dah nak join twitter..tp time tuh lum rancak lagi...skang memandangkan fb semakin hambar, so saje la nak meramaikan community twitter lak...

hah, tukar cite plak..td gi panjat broga hill, takpenah2 ok gi manjat bukit seawal 4.30 pagi..mmg weng la agaknye sape yg ajak tuh..tp sbb konon2 semangat nak tgk sunrise, so gagahkan jugak bukak mata bgn awal2 gile..tak kuasa la nk bgn awl2 camtu kalau xde hal..

nnt sy cerita pasal broga tu k...xoxo

good news from dearie...

2011-02-07T15:46:00.004+08:00

sudah berkurun lamenye tak update blog nih.

ye..hari2 pun makin bz...tp sebenarnye ade je mase cume malas je..

so ape cer hari ni dok sibuk nak hupdate page yg dh bersawang..

today, got msg from my dearie bff...fadot msg us tru fb saying that she is currently in 6 weeks+ of gestation...alhamdulillah...

bertambah lagi sorg tlc's junior....so tahun 2011 ni bakal melahirkan 4 org little jr...sorg dah selamat dilahirkan..another 3!! can't wait to meet u babies!!

to anne, y, and fadot...

semoga korg sume sihat tru out pregnancy and selamat melahirkan kelak...

will pray for u darlings!!!

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motif gambar???

i miss those moments when we're together..no matter when we're happy or sad..don't u ??

taiping in memories

@ leedar big day

@y open house

terpilih!

2011-01-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

salam..

hi semua..selamat bercuti thaipusam!

korg ingt tak contest pasal MY BFF...alhamdulillah, pic sy dan rakan2 BFF telah dicalonkan...

so, sy dengan rendah dirinye ingin mengharapkan undian rakan2 semua utk meng"like" pic tersebut...

i love my BFF so much..saje je masuk contest ni utk appreciate our friendship since secondary school..only 2 years we've been in the same school...but suprisingly this is the friendship that last longer..bukan la bermaksud kawan2 dari sekolah rendah, tadika sume tu sy tak ingt or tak hargai, cumenye persahabatan yg ini lebih hati ke hati giteww...

so, dear friends, let's vote for us k...

how to vote??

ok, this is the step:

1. like facebook eightDesigns:

www.facebook.com/eightdesigns

and..

2. klik "LIKE" to our pic...

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=484161945807&set=a.483869670807.260851.130763970807

jasa kalian semua amat sy hargai...budi baik kalian, hanya Allah je yg mampu balas..

tq all!!!

saye sayang bestfriend saye!

2011-01-11T01:14:00.002+08:00

yipee!!!

ade contest menarik..

i knew about it from one of my friend..

so, wanna share with u girls (GIRLS ONLY...soorrry guys!)

this lovely contest mean to appreciate ur BFF...thanks to the eightDesignsBoutique crews for this superb and awesome contest!

this is a registered company based in bandar baru bangi. they was featured in few magazines such as Dara (Sept 2010) and Wanita (Feb 2010)also been in TV 9...amazing rite! so check it out k...

i'm in love with their cardigans!

so here we go..

gudluck dearies!!!

term and condition (taken from here):

Caranya:

-pilih gambar kamu bersama kawan-kawan rapat kamu. samada gambar berdua atau ramai. yang penting, mereka adalah BFF kamu! pilih gambar yg paling menarik. pilih 1 keping gambar yg terbaik sahaja.
- emailkan gambar tersebut, nama penuh, dan facebook kamu kpdorder@eightdesignsboutique.com
- kami akan masukkan gambar kamu kat facebook fan page eightDesigns
- gambar yg dapat like/undi terbanyak akan menang mengikut susunan hadiah!

Syaratnya:
- BFF kamu mestilah seorang perempuan. hehe. takmau gambar bersama boyfriend/suami :p
- kamu dan BFF kamu mestilah berpakaian sopan. tak kesah la baju yg kamu pakai tu beli kat mana-mana pun. asalkan berpakaian sopan je. jika kamu/bff kamu seorang yg freehair pun boleh join contest juga :)
- gambar yg posing gile2 dan kelakar dialu-alukan =D
- like/undi yg diterima mestilah genuine, daripada rakan-rakan facebook kamu yg tinggal di Malaysia.
- hadiah shopping voucher eightDesigns dan penginapan di hotelCrowne Plaza Mutiara KL tidak boleh ditukar dgn wang tunai. eightDesigns berhak mengubah hadiah yg ditawarkan tanpa sebarang notis.
- hadiah penginapan di Crowne Plaza Mutiara KL mestilah ditebus dalam tempoh 3 bulan dari tarikh keputusan diumumkan
- eightDesigns berhak membuat sebarang perubahan kepada pertandingan ini.

Tarikh tutup penyertaan: 30 Januari 2011

sambungan new year part 2

2011-01-05T17:05:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum..

seperti yg dijanjikan, meh sy update lg kisah new year yg xdela best mane pun..tp best jugak..kalau korg rase xbest,sile abaikan and klik kotak pangkah kat hujung atas sudut kanan screen korg k.

ni sambungan pic2 sy di fraser hill..xlarat nak uploadberatus..sikit2 dah la..kalau nk tgk sume meh dtg jumpe..ehhee

meneruskan perjalanan di rompin trail

buah ni hanye wujud di sini..

bile dah penat masuk trail..then, pergi cari kuih2 utk di hadap..maklumla perut ni cpt je lapar..

kitrg singgah kat area foodcourt..ade jugak kedai2 jual cenderahati

sy mmg suke nak interframe..weeee =)))

then, kitrg pun teruskan perjalanan round satu fraser hill..rumah2 penginapan kat sini mmg cantik2..design ala-ala zaman penjajah gitu..we are so lucky when we met a couple from singapore and they are really kind to let us enter their room..diorg ckp" org muda kan suke bergambar, marila masuk amik gmbr kat dlm sbb lagi cantik"..mase tu kitrg just lalu kat laman diorg je..uncle aunty tq!!!

cantik kan!!!!

uncle and aunty yg baik hati =))

berangan jap kat halaman

kegilaan dari kami berdua

pas abis jln2 tgk rumah2 cantik kat fraser hill, kitorang gi horse riding plak.. (RM 5 satu round)..saje je ngengade nak try naik kuda! pastu gi Allan's Water..bleh main basikal air tu..tp kitrg malas sbb cam ramai pastu air die cm xbape terjage sgt..so amik gmbr jela kat situ..

pastu kat at bukit fraser ni jgk ade air terjun tau...sebelum sampai ke kawasan air terjun tu, jumpe mata air dulu..mata air tu la punca terjadinye air terjun yg tggi dan laju tuh..subhanallah..kagum dgn ciptaan yg Esa..

mata air

berubah menjadi air terjun yg laju dan best!

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hurm..that's all for fraser hill story...so our next plan ... jalan-jalan to penang and langkawi..bile? tu belum pasti..doakan kami semua murah rezeki ye...nnt bleh korg join skali =)

selamat tahun baru!!

2011-01-04T21:58:00.015+08:00

assalamualaikum semua!

it's not too late to wish u all happy new year 2011!!

yeah, it's so lame to put entry basi new year kan..today already 5th january 2011..so i'm 5 days late..huh, like i care!

so, juz wanna share what's happened on my 1st january 2011..

i think i'm too childish if i celebrated it like jerit2 tgk bunge api with all bau ketiak peluh org in a crowded area...malas gile nak celebrate in an open public area plus malas nak tido lambat coz i have better plan on the next morning..

guess what, while everyone tgh jerit2 countdown for 2011,i was enjoying my mihun tomyam with 'his' famliy..wah, tetibe je ade bunge api and baru realized dah 2011..tak best je kan..kenyangkan perut lg best..

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yeay! fraser hill here we go..kitrg gerak around 11 a.m from rawang..dah lame plan nak gi tapi asyik tak berkesempatan..so, my pro exam 2 dah abis, and plus i'm in holiday mood..so,i guess this is the best time!

alhamdulillah, cuaca sepanjang perjalanan sgt best..we stop at various places for camwhoring session..opps! best woo..pemandangan sangat indah..hijau pokok2 berserta langit kebiruan..angin sepoi2 bahasa..chewahh..mmg suke gile!

if u guys tension2 kat KL ke bandaraya metropolitan mane ke..fraser hill is a great place to let out ur stress tension amuk dan sebagainye..=)

penatla nak cerite..enjoy pics k...

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pic taken at empangan on our way to fraser hill

then, after puas berpicture kat tepi empangan..kitrg singgah lagi ke destinasi seterusnye (belum sampai lagi fraser hill tuh...asyik menyinggah je)

then stop lagi kat air terjun pertak..mind u, kene jln kaki masuk hutan before reach air terjun tu

sesape yg takut pacat ke, nyamuk ke, toksah masukla ye..sbb jln hutan tu mmg sempit, scary pun ye jugak, slippery sikit and downhill..so kene hati2 sket..plus no tour guide nak tunjuk arah ye dlm hutan tu.. kitrg park kereta at roadside je sbb nmpak bnyk kereta stop..tp bile sampai kat kawasan air terjun, xde sorg pun..hah, takut la tuh..kitrg x nmpk sesape sbb kitrg x explore area yg lgi best sbb org2 yg berpiknik kat ctu mmg cari area best2 je..kitrg x just turun utk amik pic and celup2 kaki je =) (sbb kitrg x bawak baju spare!!!)

kanak-kanal riang

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yeay! dah sampai!!!

sampai2 je terus cari makanan..lapar wooo!!!

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after dah kenyang, then singgah solat zuhur dulu..and after that kitrg tour fraser hill...kt sini ade 4 or 5 trail..tapi kitrg sempat masuk 1 trail je sbb asyik hujan renyai2 je kt atas nih... trail ni mcm jungle tracking..tp korg kene track sendiri2 without professional guidance..every trail ade keistimewaan tersendiri..so kalau nak tau mmg kene explore...next time kalau kitrg dtg lagi, kitrg nak explore trail2 lain plak..

jom! siap bwk handbag lagi..

tekun nye!!

pokok yg dipercayai wujud sejak zaman dinasour...pokok ni tumbuh 2cm each year...agak2nye dah bape ribu tahun pokok ni hidup ye..?

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okla..sampai sini dulu..penat upload pic...i'll update later la ye...mmuaah mmuahh..

good bye 2010....

2010-12-30T19:02:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

syukur yang tak terhingga atas kurniaanNya..atas nikmatNya..
Terima kasih ya Allah..Kau makbulkan permintaan hambaMu ini..
sesungguhnya, inilah hadiah akhir tahun yang paling bermakna utk tahun ini..

this is not the end yet..
satu langkah lagi utk sy harungi..
semester 10..final semester..penentu hala tuju seterusnya..

berkatilah perjalanan hidup ini ya Allah..
Ku pohon redha Mu..

p/s: congrats to all my batchmate "defrontiers" !! we have done our best..let's work harder for our final semester next year! one more step to end our medical school..

it's over...but it's not over yet

2010-12-29T16:28:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah..
segala syukur hanya padaMu Ya Allah..
6 hari (including wiken)bertarung minda dan jiwa utk mengharungi professional exam II telah selesai..

sungguh..
hati tak tenang..ape yg akan berlaku esok hari..
padaMu ku panjatkan doa
Kau kurniakanlah kejayaan kepada ku dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan..
semoga dengan kejayaan ini, dapatlah kami mencurah bakti dan keringat demi kepentingan ummat sejagat..insyaAllah..

bismillahitawakkaltua'lallah

habis satu part

2010-12-25T08:43:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah..
selesai sudah part 1 exam (MEQ 1)

as promised, the case came out in the paper yesterday is the commonnest case we all see in ward, clinic etc..
the worst part of the MEQ is u need to answer all quest in hurry..
sure korg tak paham kan..

maksudnye, there r like 4 set of quest..each set ade like 4-5 part (every part have different colour of paper)so, when the first bell ring, we need to answer 1st part (white coloured paper) then, the bell rang and we should put aside (and can't take it back) the first part and take the second part (yellow coloured paper)..yg tak best nye, the second part is the continuation of the previous and it will shows the answer for the first part..pergh..sentap beb bile tau jawapan yg ko pulun td rupe-rupenye salah..huh..nangis!

sy hanya mampu tawakal je skarang..
moga-moga ade kelembutan di hati para examiner yg menanda kertas jwpn tu..carikla jawapan sy dlm kertas tu utk beri markah semaksima mungkin ye..

now, i should focus for the next paper which is on Monday - Wednesday nextweek!!!!

"Ya Allah, berikanla kemudahan, kelancaran dan ketenangan kepadaku untuk menghadapi ujian ini..Kau kurniakanlah kejayaan kepadaku dan rakan-rakanku..semoga dgn kejayaan ini, kami akan terus istiqamah dlm menuntut ilmu-Mu dan istiqamah mencari keredhaanMU.."

less than 24 hours left

2010-12-23T09:12:00.004+08:00

Allahumma ya Allah..aku pohon keampunan Mu ya Allah.

Ya Allah !

Aku adalah hamba Mu dan anak dari hambaMu. Ubun-ubunku berada diatas tangan Mu. Janganlah Kau tinggalkan aku dalam keadaan berhajat melainkan kau tunaikan hajatku,

janganlah kau tinggalkan aku dalam keadaan bermohon melainkan Kau penuhilah permohonan ku.

Ya Allah! Aku bermohon kepada Mu.

Jika dengan kejayaan didalam peperiksaan ini membuatkan aku lebih beristiqamah dalam menyampaikan agamaMu,maka izinkanlah kejayaan tersebut. Jika sebaliknya,aku pulangkan segala – galanya didalam pengetahuanMu.

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku....

Sesungguhnya engkau mengetahui setiap perkara yang berlaku dan Engkaulah yang berkuasa atas perkara tersebut...Amin

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to all my dearest friend MBBS batch 2006..

i wish u all the best..let's do this once and do it excellently!

InsyaAllah..

bismillahitawakkaltua'lallah

2010-12-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

Dengan lafaz bismillah, sy ingin memohon maaf pada rakan-rakan yg sudah lame mengenali diri ini, atau sahabat yang baru mengenali sy di blog ini..andai ada salah silap terkasar bahasa yg menyinggung mana-mana pihak, sy menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan..
sy insan biasa yg tak lari dari melakukan pelbagai kesilapan..
manela tahu, if ade penulisan/entry yg sy publish secara tidak langsung terperli mana-mana pihak..tapi jauh di sudut hati sy, sy tidak pernah bermaksud menyinggung perasaan sesiapa pun..
maaf dipohon dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kuku kaki..

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hah, nape sy minta maaf segala bagai ni..
sebenarnye, professional exam sy akan bermula hari jumaat ini (24 december 2010)

ye! sy sedang cuak, palpitation, kecut perut segalanya lah..dgn batuk yg x elok2 lagi ni...sssteeresssss okkk!!!

exam bakal bermula..tp hati ni gundah gulana je..xtaula, cukup ke tak bekalan ilmu ni utk menjawab soalan2 yg sure susah gile! (pro exam la katekan!)
kalau nak ikutkan banyak lagi yg belum cover..tapi rasenye, sampai kiamat pun belum tentu abis buku menimbun ni..selak buku A, risau buku B tak bace lagi..bukak buku B, teringat plak buku C..kesimpulannye camne nih..haish!

di saat-saat ni, sy dgn rase rendah diri mengharapkan doa dari rakan-rakan sekalian..doakan sy dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan lulus professional exam ini..kalau tak lulus, xdpt la teruskan perjuangan terakhir di sem akhir which is semester 10!!! semester yg bakal menentukan layak ke tidak utk sy bergelar.....

bismillahitawakkaltua'allah..usaha telah dilakukan..kini sy hanya mampu bertawakal agar semuanya dipermudahkan...

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اَللَّهُمَّ إِنِّيْ أَسْأَلُكَ فَهْمَ النَّبِيِّيْنَ وَحِفْظَ الْمُرْسَلِيْنَ وَالْمَلاَئِكَةِ الْمُقَرَّبِيْنَ. اَللَّهُمَّ اجْعَلْ لِسَانِيْ عَامِرًا بِذِكْرِكَ وَقَلْبِيْ مَلِيْئًا بِخَشْيَتِكَ، إِنَّكَ عَلَى مَا تَشَاءُ قَدِيْرٌ.

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah! Aku memohon daripadaMu kefahaman para nabi, ingatan para rasul dan malaikat terhampir. Ya Allah! Jadikanlah lidahku basah dengan zikir kepadaMu, hatiku dipenuhi dengan takut kepadaMu. Sesungguhnya Engkau maha berkuasa di atas segala apa yang Engkau kehendaki.”

اَللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْتَوْدِعُكَ مَا قَرَأْتُ وَمَا فَهِمْتُ وَمَا حَفِظْتُ فَرُدَّهُ إِلَيَّ عِنْدَ حَاجَتِيْ إِلَيْهِ، إِنَّكَ عَلىَ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيْرٌ.

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah! Sesungguhnya aku menitip apa yang aku baca, faham dan hafal kepadaMu. Maka kembalikanlah ia kepadaku ketika aku memerlukannya. Sesungguhnya Engkau maha berkuasa di atas segala sesuatu.”

short vacation b4 exam

2010-12-20T22:58:00.015+08:00

yups, finally!
apekah..???

sebenar nye aritu adela hajat konon-konon tak nak join the family day mom's side..tapi godaan bercuti berjaya membuatkan sy off dari pelbagai jenis bahan revision..matila exm bape hari je lagi!

truely said, i really enjoy the weekend! what else i need when the families are all with me..terasa bebanan dan stress for big exam hilang sekelip mata! (feeling die mcm dah habis exam dgn jayanya)

this year the perak's family is the organizer..so, we do the family vacation in Pulau Pangkor..walaupun sy duduk manjung, tp pulau pangkor tu mcm jauh beribu batu je..jgn harap la nk pergi sesaje..
mmg best la berhari keluarga kat situ..kitrg rent flora beach resort which is 50 meter je dari pantai..so like dekat gile yg mcm bebile rase nak mandi leh terus ke laut..

aktiviti xpyh sebutla..
tarik tali, sukaneka for kids, kayaking, jetskiing, island tour, bananaing, cumenye xsempat nak snorkeling sbb ramai gile org! ikan pun lari nnt..

tgk muke sume tgh semangat..menang xde hadiah pun..saje suke2

loser team..

malam plak, kitrg berbbq and karokeing like tak hingat dunia..(sure kene carut ngn resort2 di sekeliling sbb dgr sore kitrg yg ala-ala pencarian ujibakat)..sorry ye, i tak nyanyi sbb jage suara..padahal batuk mcm hape je sampai suara cam nyah dah..every family kene wat satu persembahan at least...so sume org mmg sporting la kan sampai berlebih-lebih plak menyanyi..kecuali atuk ngn wan je diorg malu nk tunjuk bakat..hamik ko karoke sampai kol 12 mlm..then lepak kat pantai lagi minum2 sblm masing2 masuk tido..

my lovely family

basically, this is our family tradition la every year mmg my mom's side will organize hj zakaria n hjh zawyah family day..and each year mmg akan berkembang our family with org2 baru..best kan..so, next year atuk ckp nak wat kat langkawi pulak..yeay! atuk nak belanje ke...? hint hint

manela tau sy akan tambahkan org baru plak for next family day vacation..hint hint lagi..!!

gedik lebeh plak tetibe..hah lantak..mode stress exam kembali semule!

ok enjoy pics!

the daughters and the menantu

the cucu-cucu

hj zakaria's and hjh zawyah's fan club!

entry emo hari jumaat

2010-12-17T10:42:00.004+08:00

apehal lak nak emo2 nih
xde la emo sgt pun..saje je tetibe nk ckp pasal satu bende
bgn je dari tido tetibe tergerak hati luahkan

hah cpt la cite!

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korg pernah tak ade kawan baik..a.k.a close friend, a.k.a best friend forever a.k.a ape2 jela yg korg nak bg name kt friendship korg tu like whateva!
kalau ade bagusla, maksudnye korg ni bukanla nerd yg suke isolate diri and hidup sengsorang dlm dunia asing korg tu
so, bile ade friends like heaven tu, sure korg rase syg gile2 kat friendship tu kan kan..tipula ko kalau ckp tak syg..kalau tak, takdenye jd BFF gitu!

bile dah close gile, rapat gile, senda gurau, perli memerli, kata mengata dah jd adat la kan..tu kan gurauan yg menceriakan lagi persahabatan..
tak kanla nk sensitip sgt like u baru kenal i 1 minute yg lalu..duhhh!

so, moral of the story yg sy nak sampaikan sbnrnye kepada sesiapa sahaja yg terbace entry nih yg punya sahabat karib, atau pernah ade BFF tp korg pernah terasa hati and memencilkan diri di hutan korg skrg, or sedang mencari BFF...
just hargai the friendship

sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula persahabatan yg korg bina atas dasar satu kepala, syg menyayang, yada yada..bla bla bla..
kite sesama insan tak lepas dari membuat kesilapan..
andai ade salah, terkasar bahasa, terasa hati, tak pyhla ego nak mintak maaf...
and korg tu plak, bile org dah mintak maaf pelbagai cara, tak payahla nk tunjuk diva like mcm korg tu dewa segala bagai..
sedangkan nabi ampunkan ummat..

so, di hari jumaat yg indah ni, berbaik2lah dgn sesama insan..
buang yang keruh amik yg jernih
hidup ni tak selamanya indah..jgn bila ada yg pergi baru kita terasa kehilangannya

to all my friends, my bestfriendforeverduniaakhirat tlc's(u know who u're)and my bloggers friend, i love u all much much munchkin!

freezing brain !!!!

2010-12-16T14:04:00.004+08:00

hah ape kes??
otak dah beku..otak dah kejang (ade ke istilah ni??)

dulu dok kat ukraine bleh ar rase cmni selalu..
tp skang hari2 gi kolej pun dah mcm kat ukren
sejuk ok! kolej ni mcm dlm fridge..
kalo boleh bawak selimut tebal mmg dah lame sy angkut..
otak beku cmne nak berfungsi..ahahha
itu perumpamaan org dulu2 je kot..
skang otak beku ke otak cair ke kalau ko malas..jgn harap nak berjaye..

entry isi mase lapang

2010-12-14T14:15:00.003+08:00

study pun kene la ade break..
so here we go..

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action speaks louder than words...

7 Muharram 1432

2010-12-13T22:55:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah..
tanggal 7 Muharram 1432 my besties (ela dearie) telah selamat melahirkan her first little angle named "ZARA BT SOFWAN HAKEEM"

(Arabic roots: Radiance, French: Light, Lebanese: Blossoming Flower)

baby pertama...tlc's junior..
sgt excited..
sungguh indah tarikh ZARA dilahirkan
7 Muharram 1432 = 131210

To ZARA Dearie..
the little adorable angle of ur ummi and ur baba
you'll be their strength
you'll be their healer of sadness
you'll be their joy, wealth and happiness
May you grow up healthily
and be anak solehah to ummi and baba...

aunties love you!!!!!

bottles and booties,
diapers and pins,
this is where the fun and love begins..
shower of joy..come girl or boy,
pink or blue..we welcome you!!!

Congrats Ela !!!

No language can express the power and beauty and heroism of a mother's love

marah pastu menyesal

2010-12-12T22:27:00.007+08:00

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pernah tak korg rase marah kt sumone and lepaskan marah tu gile2 kat org tu...and tak lame lepas tu rase menyesal and nak nangis..

kalau korg xde perasaan camtu bagusla..
and that is my weakness since i dunno when..

siang td dpt msg my sis ckp nak gune kamera
so i ask her nk gune for doing assignment of juz for fun capturing nonsense..
then die kate suke hati die la..
kalau nak, dtg meh amik kat my house..
i reminded her to come early and arrive here before i went out
but still dgn sesat2 die pastu bile tanye kat mane xreti nak describe..mmg menyirap je darah yg mmg dah panas ni

nasib die la kene marah jerit2 ngn akak die yg mmg garang ni
puas hati!!! (bengang sbb die nk gune kamera tu..padahal dulu satu sem die gune)

tak lame pastu..bile dh cool down, baru rase guilty marah2 die td..
dgn rase rendah dirinye, sbg akak yg bertanggungjawab, i sms her and call her and mintak maaf..(huh, nak dekat exam ni, ko jgn wat naye..mintak maaf cepat2)

then, die dgn slumber je reply " xpe, xkisah pun"..huhuhu..terharu den..

skang dah xrase menyesal dah sbb dah mintak maaf...

tlc's junior

2010-12-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

just received sms from my dearest besties..ela..
she's currently in labour..os 3 cm opening when she text me
waiting for more contraction and os open to 10 cm for delivery

ela...
be strong..i know u can bear with the pain
it's the beautiful pain after all..
can't wait to see little sweety..
muaaahhh from aunty pa'a-

-feel like yesterday u getting married..today u'll deliver a little cutie-

terseksa

2010-12-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

hidung berlari-lari
air hingusan mengalir bak air terjun
tekak perit asyik terbatuk2
perut lapar tp selera tiada
hati risau gundah gulana
byk yg perlu dibaca..tp apakan daya
terasa tak bermaya

oh demam, batuk dan selsema
sshhhh sshhhuhh pergila main jauh
sy pelukan kekuatan fizikal dan minda utk fokus bekerja
tp sy bersyukur atas ketidaksihatan (wujud ke perkataan ni..?)
bukankah diuji dgn penyakit itu salah satu penghapus dosa..

semoga hari esok lebih sempurna..

demam exam

2010-12-10T19:05:00.005+08:00

sure korg dah muak bace hari2 sy tulis pasal exam je
nasibla kan..kalau muak sile muntah atas laptop korg
nk wat cmne, selagi exam tak habis, korg hadap jela entry pasal exam je.

ni bukan nak ckp pasal demam exam..ceh..ala ala demam akademi fantasia plak..demam exam ni kalau boleh afundi keluar kan best..yeay! sume org terus pass tak payah amik exam..hoorey! aman damai!

sy nak ckp sy tgh demam...demam dah 3 hari..xtau nk gi clinic ke tak or just do conservative management..ahahaa..minum jus oren byk2, air masak byk2..tido!

harap2 demam ni beransur pulih supaye sy dpt fokus..korg doakan tau..

ilmu seluas lautan..

2010-12-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

currently i'm in the middle of study week..
STUDY WEEK!!!

the more i read..the more i realized that i only know little..

mampukah???? sempatkah????

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2010-12-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

korg penah berdepan ngn org yg emo tak tentu pasal tak
sekejap ok..sekejap hangin..
laki pompuan same je kot..(aku bukan nak baiyes ke hape)

sesape yg rase diri camtu, buatla ape2 yg leh happykan diri sendiri..jgn nnt jd gile plak nnt asyik emo je..